One Shots Book

Torn to Pieces (Vikklan)

Request by Gamerchild1020 , here ya go! I decided to do angst 'cause I've been depressed recently but I've still gotta get stuff out to you guys. You shouldn't have to suffer too much, minus the fact that you continue to read my writing. 

Here I sit all alone like an airplane; On the edge of a sky full of solid gray. Staring at the ceiling, tell me that I’m dreaming; Oh, I wish you were here today. All these days that I know I’ll never get back; All the words that I always wish you would’ve said. All these dreams that we had now fade to black: Try to wash it away. 

 Lachlan stares out the airplane window, out onto a grey and dull sky. His plane was bringing him back to Australia, and away from the one he loved. He wished Vikk could be by his side, to add some color to the dullness he felt. But, he had messed that up. He had taken a joke way too far, and it ruined their everything. Their future, their dreams, their love. 

I’m torn to pieces, I’m broken down; I still see your face when you’re not around. I sit here in misery wondering if I’ll ever be, Half the man you wanted me to be.

Lachlan tried to hold back the tears as he thought of his now ex. God, he loved him so much. Could he ever be half the man Vikk wanted or deserved?

Here I float through the air like a waterfall; Then I sink to the bottom like a cannonball. Having trouble breathing, suddenly I’m screaming, "Why wasn’t I good enough?" Even though I know you’re not gonna come back; I can’t wash it away. I’m torn to pieces, I’m broken down; I still see your face when you’re not around. I sit here in misery wondering if I’ll ever be; Half the man you wanted me to be.

Lachlan steps off the plane as it lands, glad to get home where he can mourn the loss of his heart. As soon as he slams shut the door, he let's out a loud scream. "I'm sorry Vikk! I never meant any of it!" He sides down a wall, unable to wash away not only the memory of their argument, but all the happy times too. And let me tell you, both were equally destructive to his dying heart. He would never be enough for Vikk, Vikk was just too great for him.

I'm torn to pieces, I’m broken down; I still see your face when you’re not around. I sit here in misery wondering if I’ll ever be; Half the man you wanted me to be. 

He was collapsing upon himself. How could one boy's opinion affect him so much?! He looked up to see a picture of the two together. He stood himself up using the wall and grabbed the frame.

It’s tearing me to pieces, Tearing me to pieces. It’s tearing me to pieces, Tearing me to pieces. Even though I know you’re not gonna come back; I can’t wash it away. 

The tears pouring down his cheeks blurred out the other's face. He threw the picture towards the wall he had been sitting against, glass flying everywhere.

I’m torn to pieces, I’m broken down; I still see your face when you’re not around. I sit here in misery wondering if I’ll ever be; Half the man you wanted me to be.

Across the globe, Vikk is sitting down at his laptop, recording just like  any other day. He swore he saw Lachlan's sobbing figure out of the corner of his eye, but he'd never admit that it made him feel bad. He just couldn't be the man Lachlan wanted and needed, everyone knew that. 

I’m torn to pieces, I’m broken down (I’m torn to pieces); I still see your face when you’re not around (I’m torn to pieces). I sit here in misery wondering if I’ll ever be; Half the man you wanted me to be.

Both boys had guilt and/or heartbreak tearing them apart, but they couldn't get back together. Lachlan could never be the man Vikk wanted or needed. And Vikk could never be that man for Lachlan. It just didn't work. 

I do good? Ya? I did the best I could to not make it too depressing. If you want a redo Gamer, just let me know.