Firefly [Levi x Suicidal Reader]

Chapter 1

Author: Hey, this is my first fanfic, so don't be mad when it isn't good. I hope you enjoy it! ^^'
I'm sorry for any grammar mistakes.

*****TRIGGER WARNING*****

this story contains self harm, suicide and violence. If you get triggered easily, I wouldn't recommend you to read it.

(Y/N) : Your name
(L/N) : Your last name
(S/C) : Your skin color
(E/C) : Your eye color

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I wake up to the sound of my alarm clock. '7 am, fuck I need to get up quickly or I will be late at my first school day' I thought to myself. Even though I don't care about school, I don't want to get my ass kicked by my parents, so I simply have no choice.

My parents aren't at home for most of the day because they need to work really hard. We don't have much money but it is enough to survive. Of course my parents want new stuff like a new TV, but they need to work a lot for it.

Basically I am alone most of the time till evening. Unluckily my mom has a day off today and I can't skip school. So I stay up just grab a hoodie and a comfortable black jeans to cover my red stains on my arms and legs and make my way to the kitchen.

'Good morning, I bought us some fresh bread. Do you want some' my mom asks me.

'No thank you, I am not hungry.' I answered quick.

My eyes are still half closed as I walk to the front door. I'm ready to leave this house. Ready to leave another day behind me.

It is September and still too warm outside to wear a hoodie but everything else with long sleeves was in the laundry so I have to deal with it. I don't want that others see my scars and directly think on the first day of school, that I'm self harming. I don't want this attention. On my way to school I listen to some music and ignore everything else. I just walk my way and all I see is a background to the world I'm diving in.

I arrived the new school and see a lot of students talking to each other like they know them before. Quick before the first lesson starts I go to the cafeteria to get something to drink because I forgot to take some water with me. As I enter the room I see a long queue of students, ready to get something to eat or drink before lesson starts.

Fuck how am I supposed to get something to drink this quick. I just have 5 minutes left, I wouldn't make it in time. I have to go to the toilet and fill my empty bottle with water. No orange juice for me.

I turned around and make my way to the girls toilet when I accidentally bumped into a boy with raven hair.

'Tch. Open your eyes when you want to use your legs, brat.'
The boy says as he walks to some other people in the queue. His piercing grey eyes keep looking at me, waiting for an excuse. I was to anxious to answer him and just walked away, like I always do.