Chapter 6

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'Why did you do this, why did you tell them about my self harm?! I thought I can trust you!'

'You really thought that I care? Pff, I just wanted to come close to you so I can have sex with you, but after realizing that you're a freak I changed my mind.'

'You little bastard I will-'

'You will what? Cut so deep in your arms so I will drown in your blood? Hahaha, just look at you. Why did I think that you were hot anyway?'

'Shut up!'

'What did you just say?'

'Shut the fuck up'

'Oh you want to attack me? I gonna beat the shit out of you!'

'(Y/N), what are you doing here?' a worried voice from behind asked me.
It was Christa. She ran towards me and saw me lying in the grass.

'Oh God (Y/N), you're so cold! Here take my jacket.' She wrapped her light green cloak around my body.

'Thank you Christa, it seems that I fell asleep.'

'But why the heck did you fall asleep outside in the grass? Oh no, did your parents kicked you out of the house? You can live with me if-'

'Stop it Christa, everything is fine. I just wanted to lay here, watching the stars above me. It is so peaceful and it helps me to sleep.'

'So you do this a lot? But why are all your clothes wet? I think it didn't rain over the night, or am I wrong?'

'Too much questions Christa. Remember that I just woke up.'

I stood up and wiped the dirt from my pants. I wasn't willing to go to school today, but Christa begged me, so I had no chance to decline. She gets me everytime to do things that I wouldn't.

When we arrived the school, she smiled at me after seeing my bored expression and said:

'Oh, come on (Y/N), it isn't as bad as you might think!'

After some lessons, Christa and I went to the lunchroom. I have to admit that I was really hungry and I didn't want to refuse to eat with her, after what she did for me. We entered the room that was filled with hundreds of students. I don't know why, but I wanted to see if Levi is here as well. Maybe because I want to thank him for taking care of me yesterday.

'Are you looking for someone?' Christa asked me and pushed her arm in my waist.

'Yeah, but it isn't important.'

'Nah, you know that it is important when you deny it. So who is he or she?' Christa keeps teasing me.

We sat down and placed our plates on the table. Christa had some bread with cheese and cucumber, while I had a joghurt with oatmeal and berrys.

'His name is Levi'

As I said this, Christa spits out her juice.

'What have you done? Please (Y/N) don't mess with him. Did he hurt  you or do you owe him anything?'

She was super worried about me, but I didn't understand why.

'Why do you think that he hurt me? I just wanted to thank him, because he brought me to the infirmary.'

'Oh, I'm relieved to hear that! It is very rare that Levi is nice to anyone. Most of the time he is very rude and if you start to flame him he will beat you up.'

'Why do you know this much? He is one class above us and I have never seen you guys together.'

'I'm one of the schools student representatives and there were a lot of people who had problems with Levi.'

'Of course you are the student representative, everyone loves you Christa.'

She was flattered by my words and we both laughed. It feels strange but also good to laugh again, I forgot how friendship can be, if it was real. Maybe this time I can be happy together with a friend.

'Hey Christa, who is this girl sitting next to you?' a boy asked exited. He has brown hair and his bright green eyes started to look over me.

'Eren, wait!' a slightly smaller boy with long blonde hair and blue eyes shouted in our direction, followed by a girl with black hair that reached to her red scarf.

'Oh hey guys, this is (Y/N), a friend of mine. She's in our class and new here so be nice to her, this is an order!'

A friend?

'Hey, nice to meet you. I'm Eren and these are my friends Armin and Mikasa, I hope you had a good start.'

'EREN! I HOPE YOU STEP ON A LEGO STONE!' an angry voice from the other side of the room shouted. I turned my look to the direction of the scream and saw an angry boy with light brown hair and an undercut covered in chalk. Two more people, a girl with a brown ponytail and a boy with extremely short grey hair, appeared behind him.

'Hahahah, Jean just look at you!'

'Aaaah, shut up I'm going to kill this idiot-'

Out of the nowhere the boy got smacked to the ground and the two behind him couldn't stop laughing.

'You're too loud. I thought you might need a lesson. And you two can shut up as well, or do you want to get your heads dirty as well?' a raven haired boy with an undercut said and stared at him with deadly eyes. That was when I realized that it was Levi.

'Tch, now my hands are filthy because of all the chalk, stupid brat.'

The girl and the boy were immediately quiet, while Jean tried to stood up from the ground.

'Ey Levi, you can't just stomp on everyone that annoys you the slightest!' Eren yelled at him.
The whole lunchroom was silent and every student watched the scene. He walks towards him with clenched fists.

'Eren, stop it!' Mikasa said and hold him back.

That was when Levi looked at our table and his eyes met me.
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A/N: Heyy, so there was a long time no Levi, but it will be getting more, I promise! Please comment or vote for the story if you enjoy it :3
Ah, and I can recommend the fanfic 'Dormant Wings' made by katackerman_. The story is so good!!!

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