The nerd Project 3

Chapter 8: Dorian

Chapter 8

Dorian’s pov

I didn’t want to be here.

All I wanted to do was die.

Hell how could I live with myself knowing I killed the woman I love, and our baby?

I was the one driving.

I was the one that lived as she died.

She should be here not me.

Why should I get to go on with my life when she can’t?

My parent’s sent me to this nerd project to try and help me.

Why can’t they get how I feel?

They lost their grandchild.

Why won’t they let me die so I can be with them?

This new school isn’t going to change my mind.

I won’t ever forget her.

I am the reason her mother cries every night.

I looked around and wondered if anyone here knew that I was a murderer.

Of course the police say it wasn’t my fault.

It was the drunk driver that hit us fault.

I have heard it all before.

If I hadn’t of begged her to go out that night she would still be here.

I was driving.

I should have seen the car coming, but I didn’t.

I failed to protect her.

I held her as she took her last breath.

No one but me knew she was even pregnant.

We were planning on getting married.

We had our whole future planned out.

Now what do I do?

I am not me without her.

She was my reason for living.

Now that she’s gone I just want to die.

It will happen.

The only thing I don’t know is when.

I will see my girl again.

We will be together.

 Pic of Dorian included