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Show Me How~ Men I Trust4 Days,
have passed by since I last saw him, not that I'm counting or anything...well maybe I have been counting. I feel like I'm going insane, I keep hoping to run into him, but I guess luck really isn't on my side. And ever since our last encounter I realized something, that I was crushing, and by crushing, I meant that I was falling for him. The crazy part is that I was falling for a guy who's name I didn't even know.
How will I ever survive feeling like this, I've never really had a crush on well a normal person. It's always been fictional or celebrity men, otherwise I wasn't really interested in the guys at school. The scary part is that I don't even know how he feels about me, I mean our last encounter felt like flirting to me, but if I got the wrong idea, I'll be the one heartbroken. I should probably buy a book on how to figure out if a guy likes me, and as much as that sounds desperate, I really need some sort of sign to know if he really feels the same way I'm feeling.
As I was laying in bed trying to figure out if bean pole (the handsome stranger) had any sort of feelings for me, my phone started ringing and it was yuna. Ever since that day she wouldn't stop pestering me about if I was dating him or if I had any feelings for him. I swear she was probably planning my wedding right now. I then answered my phone,
"Hey yuna."
"Hey babe! I have a date later, but I need a new dress, so pretty please can you help me pick one?"
"Do I have to?"
"Obviously, and you need to get out, who knows maybe you'll run into Romeo like last time and finally get his name."
"Yuna, it's been 4 days maybe it wasn't meant to be."
"You need to stop sulking and get out, you never know how things will turn out. Anyway, I'll text you the address, see ya later."
"Yeah, see you later."
And as I hung up, I felt a false sense of hope that I would run into my mysterious handsome stranger again.
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I finally got dressed and grabbed my things to head out and meet yuna. I then walked out of my apartment door and instantly felt the warm summer heat taking over my body. As I walked down the busy sidewalk, I couldn't help but remember what had happened days ago when I ran into him, or more like I completely embarrassed myself. I know I shouldn't get my hopes up, but I couldn't help it, I really wanted to see him again.
I finally reached the meeting place yuna told me to meet her at, and as I walked in, I saw that she already had more than eight dresses hanging from her arms, well this should be fun.
"Hey Y/n!" she said as she ran over to where I was. "That's a lot of dresses yuna." I then stood by her as she continued looking through the racks for more dresses. "Well, I just really liked all of these dresses! So that's why I asked you to come for your opinion." She then started making her way towards a fitting room. "I'm trying all of these on, tell me which one is the best!" she said as she made her way into the fitting room.
Sometimes I wish I could have been more like yuna, everyone loved her she's the life of the party. She could attract just about any guy, and was always confident about herself, maybe if I was more like her then I would have had a boyfriend by now. I didn't even know how a girl like her even ended up being friends with someone like me, but I really care about her, she was the only person who actually got to know to real me, and I would do anything for her. She really was my other half even if we were polar opposites.
"How's this one." Yuna said as she came out wearing a light blue silk dress that fitted her curves perfectly, she really was beautiful. "I really like that one, you look amazing." I said as she looked at herself in the mirror. "Really! I love this one, I think I'll get it." She said as she headed back to her fitting room.
"Let me pay for this I'll meet you outside."
"Alright." I said as I walked out of the store.
I wish I hadn't walked out.
Because from across the street I saw him again.
And as I got excited to see him again, I noticed his arms were around another woman.
And as I was about to look away, his eyes found mine. He looked panicked, but I didn't care, I turned away, and at the same time felt my heart breaking into a million little pieces.
But one thing was clear to me now, he didn't feel what I felt for him.
I guess I was right...I did end up heartbroken after all.
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