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~Y/n pov~

I hate feelings,

or feeling anything in general.

Here I am, on a Friday night eating a tub of ice cream sulking over a guy who's name I didn't even know, having his arms around another woman. Now that's extremely pathetic...oh wait I was born being pathetic.

I can't believe I was sitting here inhaling ice cream because I couldn't control my feelings over a guy, I've seen like three times now. Why would he flirt like that if he had a girlfriend? And why did he seem interested in me if he had a girlfriend in the first place? I really knew nothing about how men work, they really should have a manual on it.

What I really needed was more junk food to cure my unhappy emotions. I then got up from the couch and looked in my fridge and found nothing. I even closed and opened the fridge multiple times hoping that food would magically appear, but that didn't work.

It was around midnight and the only place I knew was open at this time was the 24-hour convenience store around the corner, and well this was an emergency...a junk food emergency. I then quickly threw on a sweater and headed out.

The moon and stars clashed beautifully tonight, the whole sky was covered with tiny stars everywhere, and the moon light shined brightly. It was always peaceful at night, no people, cars, or loud annoying noises, just peace and quiet.

I couldn't help but think about what he was doing right now. I promised myself I wouldn't be one of those people obsessed with what they think their crush was doing each and every minuet, but sadly promises are meant to be broken. I couldn't stop myself from thinking about what he was doing, or if he ate anything, or even if he had a good day, I wish I could stop myself from thoughts likes these, but my brain liked to rebel against me.

I wish I could go back in time and not see him today; I wish I could have seen him again in a different situation, one where I could delude myself into thinking we really are meant for each other.

But the universe always has different plans doesn't it.

Maybe I should just end up being the crazy cat lady and forget about love. I said out loud as I reached the convenience store.

As I walked in, the whole place was empty, I then grabbed a shopping basket and headed towards the chip isle. And after I had a pile of chips, I decided to grab my favorite pack of ramen, because ramen always helps with curing a broken heart.

And as I made my way to the ramen isle, I failed to notice that someone else entered the store.

And as I was about to grab the last packet of my favorite ramen someone's hand clashed with mine.

I was about to yell my head off because I desperately needed this brand of ramen, until I looked up and saw the one person who I couldn't get way from.