~ 𝑬𝒍𝒊𝒚𝒂'𝒔 𝑫𝒊𝒂𝒓𝒚 | 𝒂𝒏 𝑳𝑵 𝒔𝒊𝒎𝒑'𝒔 𝒅𝒊𝒂𝒓𝒚 ~

{ 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 | #2 }

Some of my inside feelings.
*translated from Hebrew to English*

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[ July 10th, 2021 ]

Hey, so here's me. Writing in Hebrew my inside feelings. Talking and thinking about you for months, Imagination crossing lines, and everything from a static television screen with nothing. A one person have turned into a life savior and a one tower have turned into a Place of shelter. It's hard for me to live here silently. Colorful but dead inside. They call you weird while I'm begging you to hear my calls from the other side of the screen. I'll keep calling until you'll hear me. I need help, escapism forever. I only asked for you to come be with me, we'll escape reality together. You, me, and the tallest tower of them all. On the edge, we're standing, laughing, happy. The life of suffer and sadness are gone. I'm a happy colorful girl like how she's supposed to be because of you. "You saved me!" I'll shout. Tearing tears of happiness from my eyes that have begged a lot. "Don't you cry" you say, "you're safe now". Freedom happiness gets stronger, and the smile gets wider. Suddenly you offer me hand, "dance with me" you ask. I'm happily accepts. We'll dance 'till the world ends, that there I won't suffer more. I've turned into a happy person wth a big smile that covers my face. And you? You're proud of yourself. "I promise never to leave". You told me, and a one forehead kiss would be enough. I didn't denied, I can trust you. You showed me your trust and didn't played around. I promise you too, I won't cry, I won't hurt, I won't fall. I'll always know that there's someone there watching me, with care. Even if my mental health isn't the greatest, you got me up. In this world, sadness no more. Only a shining light, at the top of the tower, there we'll stay. We'll dance 'till the world will blow, and I'll stay safe, in another world with you.

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