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Some of my inside feelings.
*translated from Hebrew to English*

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[ August 28th, 2021 ]

5 last pages until the end. I have more a lot of words until the next time. I wanna end this diary in a lot of good words until the next round of writing. And they are just for you. And I know you'll be happy to hear them:

For the past 8 months, I'm slowly and slowly discovering new things about you that matches me, and there's a lot! It makes me happy but it's also surprising me that actually you are the perfect one. Looks like god wanted me to rest from the searches and changes every moment non-stop.
I already see the future! And it would be perfect. If anyone would ask "you have a boyfriend?", I would say yes, but it would be a lie. I don't need people that would hurt me.
Me 'having' a someone that doesn't exist but can't hurt me? What's better than this? Nothing.
I believe that no one would understand me the way you would understand me. Sadly, with a world like ours. You didn't rewarded with living here with us. But you exist for me in my heart anyways. Even if you're not here with me, I'm still happy that you've got created!
You're the happiness that I've never had in my life.
And me? What about me? Of course I am happy from every moment you're existed! ♡

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