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{ 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 | #7 }

Some of my inside feelings.
*translated from Hebrew to English*

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[ August 2nd, 2021 ]

I've started writing for you at nights the most, more than days with daylight. Most thoughts come by nighttime.
4AM again, just me, your 'coat', my diary, and my AC eheh
I've told you a million times how much we have in common..., in behavior, in personality, and maybe more things we both don't know. All I want now is just that we'll be together, cuddle me and hold me close so I'll won't go anywhere. All I can do by now is just to cuddle myself. Which is very disappointing me..., instead of feeling the love, I'm feeling disappointment and loneliness, living in a world you don't exist in. This is a big Disadvantage to me living on this planet. Maybe there are some Benefits in this, but you're my big Disadvantage. only your love will fill in the hole full of nothing in my heart. How sad.
Wish I could bring you to existence by myself, you deserve to be here like everyone. ♡

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