I want and I hope 

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Tuskishima POV

Early in the morning, I have no sense of time all I know is that the sun is rising I can't help but think about
Yesterday it was amazing not because I got to spend time with Kaori but because I finally made amends with Hinata

I feel happier than life I'm kind of acting like a stupid school girl but in all honesty, I was starting to miss him very much I guess I'm depending on him and I need him he's sweet he's kind he's like the sun he smells like lemongrass he's sweeter than apple juice and peach he's the type of guy that you would find in a Polaroid picture just smiling I can say with full confidence that he means a lot to me

I can't help but think about him I finally made up with him and now I get to hang out with him and now it's not so awkward talking to him anymore it feels nice knowing that

my phone goes off I check the time I see that it's six in the morning it's time to get ready for school I suppose I put on my uniform it's the same as always Obviously this takes me a little while because I have to go to the restroom to brush my teeth and wash my face

As I'm washing my face and I see a text from somebody



Karoi- hey do you want to walk to school together

She's honestly getting annoying I don't like her and I need to break things off and I know I do but It just seems like I can't find the right time to do so the way I'm acting it kind of reminds me of Kageyama because the way he acted towards Hinata seems somewhat similar to the way I'm acting right now

Great now I'm going to be the bad guy I wonder how to break it to her maybe I should ask somebody who is empathetic towards others someone who knows a girls heart maybe Yachi and Asahi yachi is a girl so she'll most likely know what's a good idea also she's quite paranoid all the time so she'll probably think of all the possible options I can go wrong in helping us to make sure that I get good results when I break up with her so basically her not crying

And Asahi because he seems very empathetic and nice also seems like he's paranoid a lot as well so same thing also I'm pretty sure none of them would dare to tell a secret

No, I'm sorry I was going to walk with Yamaguchi but you can still come if you want to -Tuskishima

Kaori- no it's fine don't worry you haven't seen your friend in a long time so just spend time with them from now it's fine

Ok thank you -tuskishima

I went downstairs and ate my breakfast
A bowl of cereal just seems nice today and I finally went outside I truly do want to walk with Yamaguchi it's been so long and now that my friend is back I don't want to feel that lonely

I went to his house to pick him up so we can walk together

"Oh Tuskki hey"
"Hey you feeling better today"
"Yeah most definitely"
"Ok don't hesitate to say anything if you're not feeling well all right"
"Tuskki you worry too much I'm OK I even got the bandages off of my head"
"Ok just making sure"

"So yachi told me everything she knows but I have a question did you finally make up with Hinata"
"Well it seems like she didn't tell you everything because I did makeup with him and I'm really happy about it to"

I feel so nervous whenever I'm talking about him it's really weird in my face feels kind of hot

"Tuskki your face is turning red are you OK"
"What?"
"Do do you have a fever or something do you want to go back home it's fine I can walk to school by myself"
"No I'm fine I'm feeling OK my face is just a little warm I think it's because of the sun and its heat you know I'm too warm so my face is getting warm too...."

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