꧁𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘯꧂

Hopelessly in love

Ennoshita POV

"What did you say Asahi"
"I like Nishinoya"

The one sentence that I would never expect to hear come out of his mouth
As The chill breeze of the air conditioner pressed up against my face

Thinking back to the first time that we met how I thought he was such a scary person

I didn't know you then and I don't think I'll ever understand why it felt like I did
because the Asahi that I supposedly know would never fall for Yu but yet he's saying that he has

"I want to ask him out too"

Now that's crossing the line
Yu is with me

"Asahi I don't know what to say I never would have guessed that you had these feelings for my Yu"
"Well I do"

"I hate you...Asahi you're trying to take something that I worked so hard for the drama surrounding our families finding out that we're going out do you know how hard I had to work to just be with the person I love so much harder than you have to"

"Ennoshita I'm not gonna take away what you worked hard for actually I want to be with you too"

What does he mean by that I feel as if my head is going to explode from all the confusion that I'm facing right now because of this one person what do they mean to be with me too

"I want to be in a polyamorous relationship with you and Nishinoy"
"Lies how do you even know that you'll be comfortable with being in a polyamorous relationship what makes you so sure that you also want to be with me you're just doing this by any means necessary to be with Yu"
"I'm not I think I also like you"

When I first saw him he was scary of course he was only a year older than me but he looks so scary so big I thought for sure he was a 3rd year
He looked as if he's been to jail or killed somebody but in reality, he was scared of everything so kind and gentle always thinking the worst things possible being so negative at times so self-conscious having so many issues, and not enough self-love

I don't know if I can trust him I don't know and honestly, I don't want to but I think I'm starting to become curious about what the future holds if I say yes
I'm scared that if I say yes things aren't going to be the same and instead of it being a polyamorous relationship I'm going to be the one who's left behind

I'm going to be the extra one
the third wheel I don't want that I'm scared I just want to be with Yu

"I won't give you my permission not yet not until I talk it over with Yu"
"Ok thank you Ennoshita"

I can't believe that I'm telling him that
I know the outcome of this and I know what I just signed up for I signed up for a polyamorous relationship with Asahi and Yu after all he's going to beg me to allow this to be a thing but if Yu is happy then I don't mind all that much of course I will get jealous and angry sometimes but that's OK

Anything for Yu
Because I'm hopelessly in love with Yu

Asahi POV

I left Ennoshita alone to go to my class
I have to tell Nishinoya I have to tell him how I feel I don't wanna do it now
I want to do it the right way

I want to ask him to hang out with me after school or something that way I can tell him properly just kind of spring it on him that way he doesn't have enough time to think about it and just says yes

Asahi: hey Nishinoya

Yeah: Nishinoya

Asahi: do you want to hang out after school today