WARNING: This chapter contains body dysmorphia, dysmorphic thoughts and slight inclusions of self-harm.
NOTE: I do not, in any way, romanticize mental issues. As someone who suffers from anxiety, I am very aware that mental illnesses are not to be played with. It is not my intention to poke fun at it. A large amount of this chapter is based on my own experiences. I hope this brings someone some comfort.
But what about Jihyun? Was she feeling the same way?
The short answer would be no.
But it's not like she hadn't considered it. But either way, what difference would it make if she did like him? At the end of the day, he didn't want anything to do with soulmate things, or love for that matter.
Or so she thought.
"Chenle-ya, Chenle-ya, look at thi- Oh my God, how many romantic instances do I gotta interrupt today?" Jisung cut off his excited voice with a more irritated and embarrassed one as he averted his gaze from the kissing couple.
However, neither the girl or the boy got upset over this and instead smiled at the Korean boy's awkwardness. "What is it?"
Jisung simply showed them his phone's screen, showing a picture of Renjun and Jihyun cuddling. You would expect Xinghua to react first, but Chenle's loud gasp was heard first as he sprang up, nearly pushing the girl to the floor. "Oh my God, send it to me immediately."
"I also have a video, look," the youngest voiced softly with a happy smile as he showed him. Chenle just let out giggles seeing his friends in such situation. Evil giggles. Jihyun and Renjun were in big trouble.
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[Testosterone]
The child: People
The child: I summon you
The child: 🕯
[The child sent a photo]
[The child sent a photo]
[The child sent a video]
Headache: OMGGG THANK YOU FOR THIS
Headache: Jisung you have earned a free meal
Hyung: Ohoho I didn't know Renjun was the cuddly
type~
Thing 1: Should've seen it coming tbh
Thing 2: Wait so does this mean anything?
Thing 1: Let's find out, just wait until Renjun
sees this
Chonlo: leave that to me
Chonlo: here he comes
Headache: Prepare a funeral cause at least 2
of us will need one after this
Holy fuck
Chonlo: not as violent as I expected
Chonlo: 3/10 😕
Headache: So are you gonna continue pretending
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𝐼𝓃 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒟𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝓈 ~| Huang Renjun
FanfictionWhat happens when your soulmate doesn't want to be with you?