I left shortly after I went outside for a smoke, I start walking to my house, I walk in my house to see Effy sitting on the stairs, I turn to the door and close it "You're back." I stated the obvious, "I went to italy with Mum, She'll be back soon." She said causally
"Should've stayed there nicer than this shithole, compagna" I say turning to her, "Mate? Right" She asked getting up from the step, "I'm sorry but you can't have everything to yourself" She muttered, "Oh my god are you kidding me, You had Cook, and Freddie, Mum and Dad, you're the one who has everything" I exclaimed, "You probably had some cook there too" I added
"Be glad I'm back bitch, Screw you" She scoffed and went upstairs, After I hear her close her bedroom door I went upstairs and went into my room, I see my phone on my bed ringing, I grab it and answer it, I look to see who it was after pressing answer
Unknown
"Hello?" I say, "Hey is this Aphrodite? This is Alo" He said over the phone, "Oh, Hi Alo wanna link?" I ask, "Oh wow, uhh sure" He said surprised, "Right, Well see you outside Thomas's old club that's the only spot I know that you know we'll just go through there right?" I suggest
"See you in twenty then" He says and then hangs up, I wipe my tear off my face and get dressed, I get changed into:
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+ ripped tights or without up to you
I leave the house and start to walk to where we was meeting I see him already there, "Wanna go to my place?" Was the first thing he said, I chuckle and start to walk with him
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SELF HARM WARNING ⚠️
I walk into his farm house and sit down on his couch, "Your parents aren't home are they?" I ask with a raised eyebrow, "Nope" He chuckles lighting a spliff, He sat down next to me and I remove the spliff from his mouth and take a drag
I move the spliff to his mouth and he inhales and exhales then slowly blows the smoke in my face, I breath in the smoke and smirk, I laugh "Got any beer Alo?" I ask, He grabs a six pack of beer from his fridge and puts it on the coffee table
I open the pack and grab a beer and twist it open, I take a sip and sit back, "Hey give us another drag of that" I say stealing his spliff, I take a drag and hand it back to him, After he finished his spliff he squashed it in his ash tray, I put my beer down on the table and turn to Alo
I lean in closer to him and start to kiss him, We began making out, I slowly move up to his lap sitting on them with my knees on the sofa, I work my way to his neck, He leans his head back on the couch I stop kissing his neck and go to his lips again
He closes his eyes and began to take over and starts kissing my neck, "How old are you?" I ask still allowing him to do what he was doing, "Doesn't matter" He said, I laugh and connect our lips
I hear a car pulling up, he pulls out the kiss and looks out his window, "Oh shit it's my parents oh fuck!! Upstairs first door on the right quick!!" He says putting his t-shirt back on, I grab the opened beer bottle and run upstairs and go into the door he was on about
It was his bedroom probably, I look at his laptop and sit down on his chair lowering the volume I click on the mouse and it turns on it was already logged in, I click on his history and see a bunch of porn, I tried to hold in my laughter, I quickly turn it off when I hear the front door open
I sprint to the window and see a pipe, I take a big gulp of the beer and put it down next to the window, I climb down and start to sneak around to try and get off the farm without getting caught by his parents and possible siblings
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After making it out I start to walk home, I feel a tear drop down my face and instantly wipe it off, I make it to my house and walk inside, I slam the door behind me and run upstairs into my room I sit down leaning against the wall, I grab a knife from my drawer and roll up my sleeves
I slowly cut a line on my left wrist with the sharp pointy tip of the knife until it started to bleed, I cut deeper and then flashbacks came back to me of Alo, I could've had Cook or Freddie by now if it wasn't for her, They're both not free because they're wrapped around Effys finger in a triple knot
My eyes start to go blurry from the tears, I start to aggressively cut my arm leaving multiple cuts and blood dripping onto my wooden floor I throw the knife in anger and grab an old tank top that got stained by beer
I wipe the blood off my arm but it was no use tbe blood kept on pouring out, I hear my door knob rattle "Are you okay?" I heard Effy yell, "Yeah I just fell over on glass" I lie, "Oh fuck!" I whisper yell and lean my head back on the door crying in pain
I hear the front door close, Effy must have left, I remove the tank top and see it bleeding slower than it was before, the cold air from my window blew my hair back making the heat from the blood loss better, I grab the bottle of vodka from my side and chug some I knew it would make it worse
