Dealing with Jealousy (TsukiYama)

Forget it

"Do you wanna talk about it?" Terushima asked sitting down next to me.

"yeah just warning you though its a long story." I said sitting up.

"Ok I'll listen all the way through." he replied.

"Ok well, last night when I was walking back to my dorm and I wanted to go through the fountain area to see some of the flowers and I saw Tsukki...

I paused.

"Tuskki what?" Terushima said looking up.

I sighed realizing my breath was shaky. "He was kissing Kurro, Nekomas captain and I just got really worked up and I ran to the bathroom and I just started crying and eventually I got back up and ended up walking here instead."

I looked up to see Terushima with a confused and shocked expression. 

"I-.

I was cut off by Terushima.

"Do you like Tsukishima?" He looked pained as it came out of his mouth.

It was my turn to looked shocked and I just sat there eventually looking down at my hands.

"I- I don't know." I was scared he would be mad and tensed up to prepare for yelling but all I felt was to arms wrap around me and squeeze me I fell into the touch.

"It's ok if you do I'm not mad, I can't change the fact you like him." Terushima said resting his chin on my head.

"Thank you for understanding but I do like you too, and I want to date you its just..."

"Someone that you cant forget about." He chuckled while holding me.

"Yeah how did you know?" I laughed at him knowing how I felt.

"Well to be completely honest, I have one of those people too, someone you just can't let go of yet." He said sighing 

I paused realizing what he said I was kinda curious if I knew them and kinda smiled at the though we sound like middle school kids talking about the secret crushes. 

"Who is it, I'm kinda curious who captured you heart." I asked looking up at him.

"Um well, wait before I tell you should we talk about us?" he asked.

"Oh, yeah maybe.. what do you wanna do?"

"What if we stay friends for now until we figure things out, maybe we could even help each other out with our other crushes." Terushima said looking at the door to make sure no know was there.

"It sounds good to me and if we end up liking each other again we can try it out, NOW TELL ME!" I yelled getting excited for his answer." 

He laughed "Well you know Daishou from Nohebi high school?" he looked at me and my mouth dropped.

"OMG YOU LIKE Dai-." he cuffed my mouth and chuckled while putting a finger over his mouth.

"Yes, we were childhood friends and I never really got over the childhood crush I had on him, but we don't see each other that often anymore but when we do see each other we click really well and I just have a hard time getting over him."

"Wow we kinda have the same story although I see Tsukki everyday...It's a mystery how I never confessed." I said 

"Yeah you must have had it rough." Terushima  say's patting my shoulder 

"Well its just that he never accepted and confessions from girls so I assumed he didn't want to be in a relationship with anyone, guess I was wrong." I said looking at the wall.

"Do you think we will ever be able to confess?" I asked 

"I don't know Tadashi, I don't know." Terushima sighed.

"We should go get lunch, or were gonna miss practice." I said getting up.

"Yeah I'll wait for you." Terushima said walking out into the hall.

Tsukkishima's POV

I was still walking around looking for Yamaguchi I then saw Terushima step out of one the dorm room his team was in. I rolled my eyes thinking about weather I should ask him if he knows where yamaguchi is. I decided to go ask him, I started walking towards him and I saw him looking in my direction. I hear the door open and someone walk out I only realized who it was by the time I got up the stairs. I saw Terushima and... 

"Y-yamaguchi?" I was so shocked I shuddered they were together kissing. 

They looked over to my direction and Yamaguchi saw me. He stopped kissing Terushima but by the time he did I was already walking back.

"I-im sorry to bother you continue." I was tearing up and wanted to just get away from Yamaguchi and that bleach haired bastard. 

I heard Yamaguchi calling my name but I didn't turn back to look at him. I just kept walking silently crying and rushed to the dorm room. 

"Why were they kissing?" 

"Does he like Terushima?"

"Damn it why now!" 

Were the thoughts going through my head.

Yamaguchi POV

I walked out from the dorm and was pulled into a Kiss from Terushima, while we did agree to just be friends I didn't mind kissing him, he was a pretty good kisser but I stopped as I saw Tsukki standing in the stair way in shock turning around to go back down the stairs.

I pulled away from Terushima as he let me go I called Tsukkis name a couple times but he didn't answer. I just gave up and turned back to Terushima. I knew why he did it and I think that we could do this to see if Tsukki could ever like me back.

Game on.