Dealing with Jealousy (TsukiYama)

This Leaves me wondering..

Tadashis pov

"What is that?" Terushima asks pointing to my letter.

"My feelings for Tsukishima wrote out on paper" I sigh picking it up off the ground.

"I wonder if he's mad.." I think out loud.

"You should go talk to him...I think you guys should talk this out soon before it gets more complicated." Terushima says walking in front of me.

"I'll cya around freckles." He waves me goodbye.

He's right I need to go find Tsuki, I turn around walking towards the back of the gyms. He couldn't have gone far.

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Tsukishimas pov

I got my hopes up to quick, how could I forget I'm not the only person he likes. We literally had this conversation a couple nights ago I'm stupid. This camp ends in three days, what am I gonna do..

"Tsuki!" My eyes widen, that's Yamaguchis voice not doubt. I turn around and face him, he's been running I can tell.

"I-I don't know how you found that letter, but it's totally relevant!" He says gripping onto my shoulders. My breath hitches from how close he is. I put my head down and turn it away.

"But Terushima.." I can only get that. How pathetic, I used to say this to cowards. When did I turn into one myself?

"I like both of you, it's honestly really hard to even pick between you too!" He says moving around to look into my eyes.

"I don't like it..." I whisper.

"D..don't like what, me liking you?"  He asks, say something you dumbass! Don't let him think that.

"I..I see..." he backs up while saying this. He starts to walk away but I'm snapped out of my trance when I see him stifle a sob.

"N-no!" I reach out to him and turn him to face me.

"I..it's not that don't misunderstand!" I yell. Tell him the truth.

"I don't like that you like other people..I don't like that other people like you. I don't like that someone else got to hold your hand and kiss your lips before me. I wanted all your firsts to be stole by me...I know it's so selfish especially since you can't even be my first. I just...get so jealous.." I say looking to meet his gaze. He's still crying but a small smile has appeared on his face.

"I feel the same way..I always wanted you to be my firsts." He says reaching down to grab ahold of my hands.

"So..why weren't we then?" I clench my fist, If I wasn't such a coward we wouldn't be here.

"I...I was too scared to tell you, if you didn't feel the same and it got awkward after I don't think I could handle that" Tadashi whispered the last part. He keeps pushing his hair back, it's gotten long recently..looks pretty on him.

"Me too" I say taking a step further.

"What now?" I ask looking at him.

"I don't know...can't say I can just throw away what I have with Terushima. He's important to me too, and a good guy" he says taking my hand. My fist becomes loose allowing him to slip his fingers into my palm.

"Just don't give up on me yet, okay?" He says smiling to me with sad eyes. I lean into hug him, loving my hands on his back.

"I'll wait as long as it takes, I've waited this long I can wait a little longer" I whisper into his ear. I feel him shiver as I chuckle.

"It sucks Terushimas a good guy.." I look up at the sky. "Things would be so much easier if he was a piece of shit.." I sigh.

"Haha..yeah" he walks over to the fountain and sits down.

"I guess diamonds never see dirt after there dug up though right?" I lean on his shoulder.

"You calling me a diamond?" I questions.

"Yeah..I am, it's a wonder I ever saw you as less than me" I pause. "Turns out I need you more than you need me."

"I don't think that's true, we both need each other" Yamaguchi takes my hand again squeezing reassuring me.

"No I definitely need you more, I found that out as soon as I saw you making friends and getting out of your shell" I look up at him from his shoulder. "I thought as soon as you started making friends I would be left, I used to think I just saved you from bullies...who knew you'd save me from everything else" I laugh light heartedly.

Yamaguchi has a tint of pink spread over his cheeks, and his lips and parted slightly in a dazed look.

"Do you have any idea how bad I wanna kiss you?" I think out loud. He doesn't respond he just looks at me for a second before covering my eyes with his hand. Then I feel soft lips peck mine.

"I think I have a feeling" he says uncovering my eyes. I pull him back and kiss him again my slightly chapped lips meeting his soft ones. It's sweet and simple pecks but it feels more electrifying than making out with Kuroo. So feelings do make all the difference...I wanna lose myself in his touch.

Of course this leaves me wondering...what happens if he doesn't chose me?