Dealing with Jealousy (TsukiYama)

I found your letter

THIS TAKES PLACE THE DAY AFTER TADASHI WROTE THE NOTE.

Tsukishima pov

"I'll be right there Kuroo I just gotta grab my contact lenses." I say pushing the door to Karosunos dorm open.

"Alright hurry up though, I'M STARVING!"

I roll my eyes, this sucks but doesn't.

1. My glasses are dirty as shit

2. I have to wear uncomfortable contact lenses

3. Tadashi says I look cooler without my glasses on. <-- (this overtakes the other two reasons)

I grab my contact case and rip two lense packets open pop them in my eyes. While rushing though I spill some of the lenses in Tadashi bag.

"Shit." I curse.

I rummage through the bag to find my lenses, if it were anyone else's bag I would just wait but since it's Yams I know it's okay. But I do find a letter, and it's addressed to me? I flip it over completely discarding the lenses and unfold the paper.

I start reading and I can feel my face getting redder by the second as I read each sentence.

"He loves me!?" I shout.

Kuroo comes in concerned and looks at the letter in my hand. Walks over and reads the first couple sentences.

"He loves you!?"

We sound like those idiots Kageyama and Hinata. I don't really care though I'm too happy to care whether I look stupid or not.

"Go find him like right now!" Kuroo says hitting me on the shoulder.

"I well..I'm technically not supposed to see this yet." I say tapping the letter against my palm.

"Oh..yeah, well as soon as he gives it to you go for it!" He says giving a thumbs up.

I smile looking away, he really loves me? Why? Wait, the long term crush is me? Holy shit I'm stupid. I wave bye to Kuroo, rushing out of the gym to go find Tadashi.

He's probably out by the trees like he usually is. I just keep running, the letter in my hand. He can be mad I snooped all he wants, but I have to tell him my response. I get to the tree line looking up and down, in the distance I can see tadashi facing away from me in the trees.

I walk towards him, smiling and as I go to speak, I'm met with the sight of Tadashi....kissing Terushima.

How could I forget, I'm not the only one Tadashi likes. He...said he likes Terushima too. Was he even gonna give this to me? Is this letter I'm holding onto so tightly even relevant to him? Has he made up his minds already? Do...do I even get my chance?

"Tsukishima?" I hear the faint voice of Yamaguchi, I look up seeing him peer out form the tree line. His hair a mess, lips red, a red face, and to pull it all to together, Terushima coming from behind him with a dazed look.

"What..what are you doing here? How did you even know we were here?" He asks confused and looking behind me to see if anyone else followed.

"Don't worry it's just me, and...I won't tell anyone" I keep my eyes down, avoiding eye contact will make this so much easier.

"Ah..um thank you!" He steps closer and I can see his feet in my vision.

"Did you need something, Tsuki?" He asks teaching a hand out.

I back up a bit, opening my mouth to speak but nothing really comes out. All I can do is toss the letter in his direction. I look up and he seems confused until he reads the familiar hand writing and my name printed across the envelope.