Dealing with Jealousy (TsukiYama)

What am I supposed to do now?

Kuroo pov

"You did what!?" Kei caught the volleyball we had been passing back and forth.

I'm sorry but it felt like the right time to confess, and to be honest I don't have any regrets." I mumbled the last part so I didn't get a volleyball in the face.

Kei sighed before speaking. "Look I can't interfere with you and Kenma but what am I supposed to do now?" He ruffled his hair to calm himself down. "It's not like we can continue "dating" now."

He was right Kenma wouldn't be happy if I continue to play along with the little game we made up. The whole point was to see if our crushes would come running. But only one of us got what we were looking for.

"Maybe....he doesn't like you I know that sounds harsh but-" I was cut off.

"It doesn't sound harsh it just sounds like the truth." He sighed again pinching the bridge of his nose.

"I do need to tell him though eventually at least so I have no regrets, but I'm not doing while he has that boyfriend that would be insensitive." Kei said.

"It's to early for big words Kei, but your right u would be." I looked at Kei who had his head down looking at the volleyball in his hands. I felt bad for him. I don't know if freckles feels the same thought it's hard to tell at this point.

"Hey, hey, hey!" Bokuto walked in followed by Akaashi. He turned to Akaashi after sensing the tension in the room.

"Whats with the tension?" He whispered to Akaashi although everyone in the gym still heard it luckily they were the only ones there.

"Our plan kinda foiled that's all." Kuroo said giving Tsukishima an apologetic look.

Tsukishima pov

"Yeah...." I said turning around to see suga walk in the gym.

"Goodmorning everyone!" Suga says walking to the side of the volleyball court.

"Goodmorning" a few of us said.

"Hey Yamaguchi!" Kuroo says waving as the green haired boy walked into the gym.

"H-hi Kuroo S-enpai." He said avoiding eye contact with the older.

"You ok Yamaguchi you look a little pale?" Suga says placing a hand on his forehead. Yamaguchi blushed at the gesture and I felt a tinge of jealousy bubble up.

"I'm going out for a break." I say turning to the door of the gym.

"But you have barely even picked up a volleyball." Bokuto says as Akaashi trys to stop his friend from talking farther.

"I know I just need a minute Bokuto-san." I walked out of the gym.

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Later in the day after training which was especially hard today because of some of the third years trying to one up each other (Kuroo, Bokuto, and flattykawa) those idiots are all try hards.

"Whats glasses-kun doing out here all alone I figured you would be with freckles-kun." I look to the annoying senior in front of me.

"Can you cut it out with the nicknames already don't you have a fangirl club to praise you or something?" I snapped back to Oikawa.

"That's no way to talk to your Senpai, my your almost worse then Tobio-kun." Oikawa said sitting down next to me.

"And for the record those fingers get rather troublesome so I try to avoid them when I can." He said placing a finger to my forehead I smacked it away.

"Ow Iwa-chan that hu-" He stopped mid sentence realizing the mistake he made.

"Uh forget I said that."He spat blushing slightly.

"Yeah whatever why'd you sit next to me." I asked confused by the olders actions.

"Well I heard a rumor that you liked your best friend." He said looking over to me with a smile. My eyes widened.

"H-how do you know that?!" I yelled.

"Shhh, quiet down would you I'm not gonna tell anyone don't worry in fact I'm here to give you advice." He said placing his hand on my shoulder.

"W-what?" I was confused and shocked that out of everyone here that Oikawa would want to give me advice especially dating advice.

"Look I wouldn't give you advice if it were anything else as were rivals on the court but-" He glanced at the ground. "This is something me and you relate on."

I took a moment to realize what he meant.

"Your ga-" He cupped my mouth to stop me from talking.

"Nobody knows not even tobio so you can't tell anyone!!" He siad before removing his hand.

"You of all people that's a little cliche." I say looking to Oikawa who was looking down.

"You have to take that chance while you still have it." He turned to face me grabbing my shoulders to face him more he looked me directly in the eyes.

"If you don't you could lose him, I liked iwa-chan since middle school and never got the courage to tell him until this year in that time period I watched him get his heart broke by girls and it made me so jealous and sour that it almost ruined our friendship because of how angry I was." He sighed taking a breath.

"I know it sounds hard but you need to just tell him even if he doesn't feel the same you will at least not have the regret of not trying because you never know he could love you as well, I wish I would have just confessed our first year of high school I would have saved myself pain and jealously."

"H-how do you deal with jealousy?" I asked looking to the 3rd year who was smiling slightly.

He laughed slightly.

"Jealously is just another word for love when you truly care for someone the thought of someone else making them happier then you could is just you not wanting you to lose them in other words....... you can't ever get rid of Jealously not even when their in your arms."