Dealing with Jealousy (TsukiYama)

My long term crush.

"Hey Yam's?" I look back to see Terashima put a hand on my shoulder. 

"Hm, what's up?" I say turning my body to face him. 

"So I talked to Daishou." He says now making eye contact with me. 

"Oh, how'd it go? Did you tell him you find him attractive?" I ask.

"Well yes but no we only talked a little and, he's fun still but..he's got a girlfriend." He says throwing his head back a little.

"So, I guess that's not happening anytime soon, but it's ok I mean I still have you...kinda...haaa." He smiles but it looks a little forced.

"Yuuji...I-" I get cut off when he hugs me. I hug back it's the least I can do after what happened I am his quote-on-quote boyfriend for the time being. 

"I just want to hug you right now, is-is that ok?" He questions not moving his head from my shoulder.

"Yeah, of course." I feel him squeeze me tighter and I lift my hand to run one of my hands through his hair. 

"WOW AM I INTERUPPTING SOMETHING?" We hear a voice come from behind us, Yuuji pulls away from my embrace and I turn to look at the new presence behind me.

"God, Atsumu don't you know not to yell this late, and don't just say stuff like that its rude dumbass." Sakusa says flicking his boyfriend on the cheek before going into his teams room. 

"Ahh, sorry I was just surprised I kind thought you and Tsukishima were a thing."  Atsumu said pointing to me. I could feel my face heat up at the mention of my and Tsukishima dating. 

"N-no were not." I say looking down to avoid everyone seeing how red my face was. 

"Ok, I was just asking anyway im going to bed now, I guess continue waiting you two were doing." Atsumu said winking as he grabbed the door handle to his room.

"I- haa well it's late we should go to bed too." I say looking back at Terushima who let go of my hand and nodded in response.

"Goodnight Tadashi, get some sleep." He leaned in a pecked me on the cheek before walking towards his dorm.

I lifted my hand to my cheek touching the place he had just kissed. I balled my fist up in frustration. How am I supposed to choose between them...

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Tsukishima pov

I hear the door open and look up to see a figure that resembles Yamaguchi. I feel around on the group for my glasses, I find them and put them on. Sure enough Yamaguchi walks to his bed next to mine.

"What are you doing out so late?" I ask curling my lips into a frown.

"I- I was um..I was with Terushima." He said stuttering over his words.

"Well have fun being tired tomorrow, now don't make noise or the others will wake up. I don't wanna deal with a tired Daichi.

"Hm, yeah me either I get chills just thinking about it." He chuckles sending blood to my face.

"Hey Tsukki?" I turn over hearing his voice as he lays down.

"What, I want to sleep." I say closing my eyes rubbing my face with my hand.

"I-I know sorry but um, can I tell you something?" He asks shifting to look me directly in the eyes.

"Go on." I respond looking towards the greenette. 

"Well, so I think I like Terushima.." I sigh after his sentence getting ready to tune him out as I prepare to fall asleep.

"But, I also have this long term crush on this one guy, and I want to confess but I don't know if I should since he doesn't act like he likes me." He says fixing my attention on him again. 

"So, why are you asking me?" I smirk looking at his face turn red. 

"I-I well y-your my best friend, so of course I would ask you." He says covering his face with the blanket to avoid me seeing his obvious blush which I'd already seen.

"Ok, well I don't know much about relationships but I'd go with what your gut says."  I can already tell I'm going to regret giving him this advice later. 

"Yeah, I guess so..thanks Tsukki!" he whispers placing his fist in the space between us.

I reach out to fist bump him and we smile when our hands make contact. 

"So who's this long term crush of yours?" I question reaching for my glasses to take them off my face. 

"Well I'll give you a hint he goes to Karasuno." He says peering up from the blanket.

"Mmh, no more clues for now I guess?" I ask chuckling at his nervousness. 

"Not yet, but you'll know soon promise!" he says smiling before propping up his pillow. 

"Goodnight Tsukki." 

"Goodnight Yam's."