Dealing with Jealousy (TsukiYama)

Dont do this

Again this will be focusing on Kuroken but it all adds up to the climax of the story so sorry if your wanting the focus back ok Yamaguchi and Tsukishima. Also in my last chapter I spelt Kuroos name wrong It was late and my mind wasn't working properly so I apologize.

Kuroo pov

Later that night once Kenma had came  back to the dorms. I was still a little anxious because of him suddenly leaving at lunch. "Kenma why are you back so late?" My mind was wandering with ideas popping into my head at what he could have been doing with hinata. I tenced a little feeling a bit of anger rise.

"I was talking with hinata, I'm gonna go take a shower then go to bed." He said placing his game down and grabbing clothes.

All I could think was that I had no right to be mad. I'm not his he's not mine I can't get jealous. Plus I would blow Tsukishima's cover if I did something to reckless. Wish I would have listened to that reasoning.

"I'll walk with you I haven't showered yet."

Lies....

"Ok, let's go then." He said opening the door.

"Yeah...."

We walked in silence the air was a bit tense around us though. I finally spoke up.

"So what did you and hinata talk about?" I asked.

"Nothing." He said back not even looking up at me but I could see a blush on his face.

"What not gonna tell your best friend what you were talking about?" I asked trying not to sound mad.

"No." He replied still avoiding my eyes.

My emotions got the best of me and I pulled his arm so he was facing me he looked a little caught off guard.

"Hey let go!" He said trying to push off my grip. I let go as to not make him mad.

"Hey, what's wrong why are you so irritable?" I asked bending down a little to talk face to face.

"I don't wanna talk to you I just need a shower and sleep." He turns and starts walking to the bathrooms again.

"Hey! HEY!" I grabbed his arm again but he ripped it away.

"Kenma just talk to me!" I was getting mad what did I do to piss him off so much what did I say?

"Just go away!!" Kenma whipped his head around.

"Ken...ma." He was crying.

"Kenma I-"

"Stop. D-dont do this, I don't want you to say anything."

I was a little confused. But I wanted to do something. So I just pulled him into a hug. He stayed silent except for his occasional sob.

"W-why are yo-you so nice t-to me!?" He sobbed into my chest.

"What do you mean your my friend, of course I'd be nice to you."

"I can't do this anymore, I can't stand it the way you look at each other is disgusting!"

Huh, what is he talking about?

"Kenma what are you talking about?"

"You and Tsukishima! Why do you all of a sudden want to date him? I MEAN YOU NEVER EVEN TALKED ABOUT HIM BEFORE!"

"Kenma what are you saying right now?" I asked pulling him back a little to see his face.

"WHY HIM!?" he sobbed lowering his head he mumbled the last part but I still heard it. "Why him...why not me?"

My eyes widened and I took a step back. I was very shocked by what I just heard it was my chance.

"Kenma do...do yo-" I was interupted

"Don't say it please." He whined with his hands on his face.

I didn't say anything he was just as shocked if not more then I was I don't think he meant to say anything. It just slipped out before he could stop. I leaned my head towards him. He sat down up against a wall and curled up in a ball.

"Hey, hey its ok." I pat his head squating down. He kept sobbing for a bit. I slowly moved so that he was up against my chest although it might be really selfish I wanted to comfort him even if it was my fault.

"Kenma I need to say something." He looked up at me with teary eyes.

"What?" He asked letting out a shaking breath.

"This is gonna sound really bad but I don't like Tsukishima."

He looked up to me with a confused look.

"What do you mean your literally dating him!" He jumped up and started yelling.

"Do you think I'm stupid,I know you like him your just saying that to make me feel better you must be really du- mm.

I leaned in planting a kiss on him lips I knew this was the only way he'd calm down or at least read through the lines.

"Wh- I-" He was to shocked to talk his blush was a very bright red covered his face from ear to ear.

"Let me clear things up before you freak out I'm not really dating Tsukishima I am pretending to so that he can make Yamaguchi jealous so that he can confess to Yamaguchi. I don't and never will have feelings for him." I cupped his cheek to make him look at me. "I only have eyes for you..." I leaned in to his ear. "Kitten." I planted a kiss on his cheek that wasn't covered by my hand.

"Mm are you being serious?" He said looking up to me face still a little red.

"Dead serious, you don't even know how long I've liked you." I hugged him and he hugged me back.

"I'm so sorry for not telling you, I never wanna be the reason you cry ever again.

"I doubt you will be." He nuzzled into my chest and smiled. He really is just like a cat. Soft and warm.

"Kenma let's go to bed were gonna be tired tomorrow." I picked him up after he refused to walk back. And we went to the dorms and went to bed. Well at least kenma did I was to worried worrying about how I'm gonna explain this to Tsukishima.