i may need help-

school?

Mentions of Crazy Mums, MnM's, *Fake highschool* drugs, science, school, shitty friends, awesome sisters, swearing, shitty mums, boyfriends, promises that wont be kept. (not in any particular order)

im listening to wasabi but little mix and i forgot how much i liked this song.

soo ive been quite stressed out lately from school, with tests, assessments, assignments, etc. and on top of that my science partner for the assessment is a BITCH and wont do his part so im doing basicly the whole thing.. and theres one person who wont FUCKING leave alone, hes bullying me and my friend group with the help of a person who i used to like, not romanticly, shes also a popualr girl so they have ALOT of ppl on there side:(

on another note; 

i got drugs!! (not real drugs)

its sherbert in case you dont know what *gay highschool* drugs areit was sceince week at school and they did all these activities, there were these kids who made this weird ass homemade (would it be schoolmade bc it was made at school?) sherbert (it tasted kinda like shit tbh), they gave us corn chips made of crickets instead of corn (tasted just like normal, plain corn chips), sausages made of kangaroo (tasted more or less like normal sausages), and dead mealworms.. i tried all of these... it wasnt horrible and i didnt get sick or die sooooo *shrugs ig*

needless to say i snorted the the 'sherbert'- i sneezed ALOTT and it kinda stung, my mum htought i was sick bc i kept sneezing, and said she was gonna get me to take a COVID test.. i snorted more sherbert the next day too.. while rewatching kissing booth so i could watch number 3 (FINALLY).. 

my mum just walked in my room so i had to quickly change to my science assessment (which ill fail) anf then she full on POURED LIKE HALF A PACKET OF MnM's ON MY LAPTOP AND WALKED OFF 😂. my mums crazy sometimes, i love it.

i have to go to my mums boyfriends house soon.. i REALLY dot want to go.. we have to have dinner with him.. my mum is making us go and its shitty. she promised we wont stay long bc "its a school night and she hasnt washed our school uniforms yet" but she has promised shit like that before and the promise has been broken EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. *sighs* oh well, ill just suck it up like every other time.

my sister is awesome sometimes . she was watching me write the thing at the top and when i wrote shitty she said and i quote "ill just move so mum cant see the laptop around me" 😂 gods i love her soo much sometimes 😂.

my mum noticed the bags under my eyes again.... we were out so she didnt do much but still.. 

ii have pictures to go with alot of this update so ill just put them in there own chapter later and ill add a heading type thing to it to let you know whats what. 

sorry about all of *gesturs vaguely to this update* ,,,,,,, this.. 

also sorry if this is in a bit of a,,, um? different format type thng? i just copyed and pasted it straight from notepad on my laptop and wattpad doesnt love it when i do that.. \

another thing; my 'I' key isnt working again and ill try and go back to fix the missing 'I's but  might miss afew? so sorry in advance for that. (and the spelling mistakes) 

i hope you had a great fathers day and had fun with with whoever you spend fathers day with 😊

thanks for reading ths uselessness. have a great day/night/whatever it is for you. remeber to stay healthy and get good amounts of sleep 

(i lost the photos i promised.. sorry about that. ill see if i cant get them back but again. sorry)