Why connection feels distance?
'least experience I got,
when engaging bleeds instance
without depths or some love;
maybe only I did promise
when relations paced rough,
in my consciousness' premise
of introvertion's block;
may genuine be,
may as fleeting be
why relation's tasked
like competing for free?
why do manners fall?
only on greetings,
shouldn't it be more
than smiles in mournings?
still a battlefield inside;
for needing needs of friendship
I have truly some even
in full departing senses;
slowly have fallen down
to pieces in their places,
though fond aloneness kiss me still
need I companion's traces;
so genuine be,
still fleeting may be,
still solitude counts
but one soul may seed;
for rising and growth
life-treasured beliefs,
and memories to float
once ending did flee.
