Never Be Enough

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Never Be Enough

Like the speed of light, my fingers type these words driven by the slim possibility that someone will hear what I'm trying to say and relate to the pain I'm experiencing.

Words don't come easily and they never will.

Our language is so far behind and our hearts are already miles ahead.

There are no words I can say that'll make you or anybody understand just how much I'm hurting.

It feels like I'm being split in two. People inside of me are fighting and fighting for control.

Every day I feel like I'm a liability - that nobody in this world will ever appreciate me for who I am.

That when I give everybody my all it turns out to be nothing out of the ordinary.

I'm not special.

Like the saying, "There are men above men, and heavens above heavens" I will never be the best.

There will always be someone better than me.

I'll never be enough for anybody.

I'll never be enough for you, her, him, or them.

I'm not good enough so I'll never be enough.

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