pre-debut heeseung confesses before he moves to seoul to participate in the trainee survival show, "I-LAND". you lost all contact with him.
what happens when you are forced to pretend like he is a stranger? would current love be your fate or would...
"quick~! we gotta show y/n our new choreo..!!" jake said enthusiastically.
i couldn't believe my eyes. they were fixed on him as he slowly entered the hyped practice room.
h-heeseung.. he was the last member.
he had a grey hoodie on, paired with glasses as his hair was freely let down; emphasising his soft and silky hair.
my heart started to skip a beat the more i looked at him.
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i hadn't seen him in person in so long & yet, he still looked so breathtaking; he seemed so surreal. i felt that the atmosphere around us suddenly became awkward.. as if he was just another stranger to me.
but although his visuals were captivating, i couldn't help but feel bitter towards him; bitter because i thought he would've at least contacted me during his training period and he didn't. at all.
although he promised to.
he cut me off just like that.. as if our friendship meant nothing to him.
during his break, i always secretly hoped that he would come back to our hometown to at least see me and doyoung.
but, he never did.
it felt as if he had forgotten all about us back home.
i can't believe i waited for him each and every day, even defending him from those who picked on his flaws on the show.
yet, he never came back to see us.
i was so pathetic.
so delusional.
so naive to even think he was going to really visit us.
heeseung's big bambi eyes scanned the room in confusion, as he glanced left and right.
"ah that's y/n, our new manager," sunghoon briefly said, trying to clear heeseung's doubts.
"new manager..?" he repeated in confusion, glancing at me as i bowed, trying not to make it obvious that we knew each other.
keep it together y/n.
"junior," jay added.
"now quick hyung! let's show her our choreography...!!!!" riki whined, jumping up and down in his position.
heeseung chuckled and nodded, "okay okay."
"manager-nim, catch." he said as he threw his water bottle towards me.
manager-nim?! seriously! i have a name.. he of all people should know that the best!
i quickly caught it as i put it down on the ground.
