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#27 - notifications

heeseung

y/n:
whr tf are u?!!!
text me when u see this ASAP.
all the members are done w/ recording but u!
text me ok?
plz reply when u can
sent 4h ago.

it's been 6hours and i still havent gotten any callbacks or reply from heeseung. neither did any of the members. i didn't wanna let the other staff members find out about this.. so we all agreed to keep it lowkey, and make up some excuse to cover his ass.

i was lowkey getting worried about him.. this has never happened before.

my mind kept going to the worst possible scenarios and i tried to stop the thoughts but i just couldn't help it.

"y/n relax. i'm sure he's alright," jungwon said as he handed me a bottle of water. they were taking a break from dance practice as we sat in a (somewhat) circle in the middle of the dance studio. i hadnt eaten all day. i couldn't. because i was just so anxious to do anything else until i could get news on heeseung's whereabouts.

as enhypen's manager, my number 1 rule is to know where each member is! and i failed to do that.

fuck.

i can't even do my own job right...!!!!

what makes me think i can be able to sustain a relationship with sunghoon and be a good girlfriend if i can't even be a good fucking manager to the boys?

fuck fuck fuck.

i'm so dead. my head started to pound, it felt as if i was about to pass out any moment. the room seemed like it was circling around me.

"hey hey hey," sunghoon's voice was muffled out and my vision was blurry. i tried to get a hold of myself, but i just couldn't. i felt worse.

sunghoon instantly opened the water bottle and handed it to me, getting me to drink up and i did. i gulped like there was no tomorrow— i didn't realise how dehydrated i'd been from worrying about heeseung.

he wrapped his arms around my waist as he instructed me to take a deep breath in and out and i followed. i tried my best to follow his pace until i felt stable again. i sighed heavily as i collapsed my weight into sunghoon's, exhausted.

"you must be really worried.." riki said as he sat in front of sunghoon and i. i could feel sunghoon's big arms comforting me and i felt his subtle heartbeat against my head.

"tell you what. if we don't hear from him by 12 tonight, then we tell the staff. we can't keep lying forever," jake chimed in as sunoo's eyes lit up.

"i say that's our best shot," sunoo chirped, trying to lighten up the mood in the room.

"we're gonna need to tell them eventually," jay said as he wiped his sweat with a towel. riki and jungwon doing the same.

"what do you think?" sunghoon whispered to me as he glanced into my eyes, smiling a little.

sunghoon was so encouraging and reassuring this entire time and i couldn't help but feel so grateful for him at this point in time. he's done everything he can to help and god, am i so lucky to have him by my side.