pre-debut heeseung confesses before he moves to seoul to participate in the trainee survival show, "I-LAND". you lost all contact with him.
what happens when you are forced to pretend like he is a stranger? would current love be your fate or would...
"FUCK!" a loud voice echoed through the dorm followed by what seemed to be punching on the walls.
before i could even open the door to the guests room, i instinctively rushed to heeseung's room.
i knocked furiously on his door but to no avail and so i decided to open it out of concern.
before my eyes laid a bawling and trembling heeseung with his bleeding knuckles, covering the top of his head as he was sat on the floor, leaning against his wall.
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he was curled up into a ball, knees tucked into his chest as his tears continued to roll down his cheeks.
i barely had any time to say a word before my body unconsciously ran towards him. i felt my body move on its own without thinking.
it was as if my mind and body felt obligated to take care of him and his wounds.
"hee.." i sighed, squatting down beside him.
he was refusing to meet my eyes no matter how much i tried to catch his, all he kept doing was covering his eyes with his arm, wiping his tears away.
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"hee please.. look at me, it's okay.." i reassured in a gentler tone, wanting to make sure that he knew he was safe with me.
he hesitantly lifted his head up, revealing his puffy bambi eyes— tears welling up in them. his nose was tainted a light pink as he sniffed continuously, struggling to hold back the rest of his tears.
he finally looked into my eyes with tears on the brim of his eyes. i felt my whole world collapse as his glistening eyes met mine.
"y/n-"
i didn't say anything and instead, gently held his hands with the bleeding knuckles and stroked his hand.
i was aware that i wasn't keeping my distance right now.. but i also didn't have it in my heart to leave him like this.
i couldn't bring myself to let him suffer through this burst of emotjons; especially since he isn't good at handling it by himself.
the outer layer of the his knuckles' skin were torn badly, which revealed some flesh, making it sting as blood flowed out of them.
