pov CleoI change my clothes when I finished up my last thing to do before my shift at work ended. It was a good day, I help ed miss graven have again, just took care of people in general today. Saw some new colleagues and I'm actually excited for tonight, martijn invited me after a week not talking to me. I'm quiet scared or more nervous what tonight it's gonna bring. I mean the last night we were together it was truthfully amazing but I don't want only to be sexual attracted to him - no I like his inside of him so much more. He's so caring and sweet. He got a lot of good characters that everyone should see. Anna is giving me a hug before I leave the workplace to my car, driving my way to my home.
I put some music on and listen to it. It's late n the night, mostly people are home with their families or with their loved one. Ready to sleep maybe and some other people will experience there last day, others will welcome a totally new life in their life. I always dreamed myself being a mom and marrying the love of my life once a time. I believe tere's someone who's there for you, who's waiting for me and we're the future had plans for us. I don't know if that's with Martijn to be honest, cuz he is doubtful about us. I want to give a shot and try out. I guess he's not that easy going and is not willing to try for a relationship. Maybe because of Rachel, I still don't know what he did to her that broke him down like he is now, I would like to know. I guess it will feel relieved for him to speak out.
I get up out of my car when I'm entering the garage and park my car. I grab my stuff and app Ava I will stay over at Martijn's. Now she definitely knows where I am. I send my mom the exact dates I wanted to go and maybe, if everything is stable between me and martijn, he will would like to come too. I walk upstairs and I get a text back from Ava that she wishes me succes. She still doesn't like me and martijn together but I think it will be so good to prove her wrong, that he's different than others think he is.
I knock on his door and he quick opens the door. He smiles and my stomach flattered again, the felling I missed so much. "How are you?" He asks me and pulls me in a hug. I feel his strong arms around me, damn i missed this touch of him. "Im doing good, you?" I ask him and he nods. "Great too," he smiles and he closes the door. "You can put your shoes down there," he says and I nod. He walks before me to his kitchen, the outfit he's wearing looks good at him. It's a simple black shirt and some tight dark grey jeans. It fits him so good. "You look good," I compliment him. "You joking," he chuckles and shakes his head. "No im not," I smile and tap him on a playful way.
"You look absolutely stunning," he smiles at me. I smile brightly and he kisses my cheek. Are we dating right now? "But thank you," I smile brightly. "Come," he says and take my hand. I bite on my lips, it's so romantic. "We can lay down on bed or the ouch to watch some series or movies before going to sleep," he proposes. It's a amazing proposal. "On the bed, watch movies is amazing for me," I smile and lay my hand down on his chest. "Okay," he smiles and we kiss with closed eyes, in a lovely way.
He puts his arms around me and we both walk to his room. "Did you have a good work day?" He asks. "Yeah, it was quite heavy but I like it," I smile and he nods. "People who came in?" He asks. "No I had late afternoon/evening shift," I smile and he nods. "Clearly," he smiles and gives me a another kiss. We walk into his bedroom and I smile. He made kinda in a romantic vibe in his bedroom. "You deserve way more than how I treated you last weeks," he excuses himself. "It's okay," I smile and give him a gentle kiss. He puts his arms around my waist and mine around his neck. He leans toward with his forehead against mine. "I'm sorry that I hurt you of anything," he says and I wave over his cheek. "You did not. I don't know where you talking about though but you're very caring," I smile and he smiles too.
"You can wear something from me," he says and gives me a hoodie. I smile and I feel very flirty to be honest. He makes me feel wanted and loved. I get it and walk over to the bathroom to change. "Hey, so you really want to change in that bathroom? I mean we already saw each other naked right, shouldn't be a big deal," he says. "Yeah, you right," I agree on him. He rubs over my shoulders and makes me relax. I change myself in the front of him and still turn around. "I'm not used to change myself in front of boys," I say and he nods. "Understandable," he says and I can't unlock my bra. "Martijn, can you please help me?" I ask him. I feel his hands on my back, unlock my bra and it falls on the floor. I quick wear the hoodie over my body and turn around. "You look cute," he smiles and lifts me up. I wrap my legs around his waist and he chuckles. "I'm so happy you invited me," I bite on my lips. "Don't bite on your lips please. You beautiful," he compliments me, I almost could cry because of his compliment, how sweet is that. He lays me gently down on the bed and grabs his laptop. I smile and he sits down next to me. He puts his arms around me and I lay comfortable with him. He puts his fingers through my hair and I smile quietly. It's so amazing and sweet. Without asking he clicks on la casa de papel and I smile little.
We just enjoy being with each other and just watching a serie. "You can hug me," he says and I smile. I hug him and put my leg around him. He's rubbing my back and it feels so amazing.
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love runs out
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