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15. leon

15. Leon.

[James davis has been acting strange. I noticed this behavior arise at the last town meeting, about two or so weeks ago. This has only increased with his sudden unexpected visit to my home, while it is none of my business i am still curious. He seems to have a sudden interest in russkeritof, which is very suspicious. He will no doubt get himself in deep trouble with russkeritof's father in due time.

This may in fact be nothing more then harmless fun to him and simply another ploy to annoy the family, but i believe it to be more then that. He asked for his direct address, and while he did say it was to deliver medicine, i am skeptical. There is a multitude of possibilities of his intentions, but james is rather simple. James, while a reasonably good person, would not go out of his way to deliver medicine to a family deep in the woods , and at such an early hour. James would not form a masterful plan simply to get a few kicks out of angering russkeritof's father, or russkeritof himself. In fact, james wouldnt even make a mediocre plan. And while it is none of my business, it still slightly pains me to think that, as one of the most logical options. James may in fact have a crush on russkeritof.

now, there is nothing wrong with having a crush on someone, boy or girl. Furthermore there is not a massive amount of problems with liking russkeritof himself. I admit that he is rather good looking, even if his face is hidden most of the time under his hair and ushanka. He is tall and muscular to some degree. But the benefits mostly end there. He hardly has any public reputation, he is one of the most antisocial people i have ever met and i strongly doubt that james has enough information on him to make good judgments. he may be blinded by his feelings and not be able to consider the not-so nice sides to russkeritof , and the downsides of being with him.

For one, his father has a track record of being violent and could seriously hurt james if he poked too many buttons. Russkeritof has a record of alcoholism and substance abuse, james cannot overlook that. Russkeritof is seemingly very hostile towards people as soon as he becomes uncomfortable. And those are just little things. One of the bigger problems is that almost no one knows the real situation with him. There has been quite a few discussions about potential investigations into this mystery , especially with allegations of abuse within their home flying around, however these have all been conspicuously brushed off by their father .

My opinions on russkeritof arent all bad, however it is important to consider the downsides in this situation. I will have to entrust james with the responsibility of making good judgments for now, but these bad sides to russkeritof will reveal themselves sooner or later. Although, all judgment seemingly flies out the window then love is involved. I remember how reckless i used to be when alex came into the picture, but even so, that situation was quite different then this current one. But regardless, it shal be very interesting to see how this all turns out. ]