Complex desires

Apologies

Well thanks to those that have voted. I have my final pairings. *drum roll* And the pairings are!

Itachi X Sakaru X Sasori

Hotoru X Hidan

Kira X Pein

Thank you to those that have voted for my chapters and actually read these boring author's notes of mine... anyway back to the chapter!

Itachi POV

I had never felt as scared as I was at this moment not even when Sasuke ran away from home. My heart was beating so fast and so loud it was all I could hear besides the echoing of the doctors words.

Flashback

After the doctor stepped out he looked around at all the people in the waiting room before calling out for the family of Yuki.

"We are." Kira spoke up as she walked to the doctor with Hotoru by her side. Sasori opened his mouth but with one look from Hotoru he closed it again.

"We did everything we could but the rest is up to Yuki." Pein took this as an opportunity to speak up.

"What do you mean 'The rest is up to Yuki'?" The doctor took a deep breath before he continued.

"She had a panic attack and an asthma attack at the same time which caused her body to go into shock. To recover she is in a coma but if she does not wake up within the next twenty-four hours she will die."

Flashback end

After that it was as if my world crumbled. I couldn't even think about the possiblity of Sakaru not making it. It just couldn't happen.

She was and still is my idol and in the short period of time I've gotten to know her she has also become someone I want to spend my life with. I never imagined the person who I used to worship would also become my friend. That dream was just so far out of my reach a few months ago that thinking about it now seems so long ago. It wasn't just my life she had affected but everyone in this room.

Sasuke opened up to me after meeting Sakaru. Pein became less controlling and was more open to others opinions. I even started to smile more infront of others which surprised even myself.

I never dreamed that just the choice to join high school would affect me so much. I just wish she never had to die like this...

Sasori POV

I sat outside the hospital room as everyone left one by one. I just couldn't believe that I just found her but now... now I am losing her. There are still so many things I want to say to her so many things I want to do... but none can be done without her in it.

I sighed again as the doctor left. If only I could get her to wake up...

An idea hit me like a ton of bricks. She told me she loved my voice... and she once asked me to sing for her when she had a nightmare... so maybe I could try? No... it wouldn't work... she hates me...

I looked at her sleeping face once more before looking at her friends. Just one try...

Getting up I went into her room and closed the door behind me. Sighing once more I opened my mouth and let my emotions out.

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

I looked at her as the last note echoed in the quiet room. The beeping of the heart monitor never changed as it sounded each beat of her heart.

I got up as a tear fell from my eye but I quickly whipped it away as I walked out the room.

No one's POV

Hours later the heart monitor picked up as silver eyes opened again. Doctors rushed into the room as two girls stood staring at the girl on the bed with a mixture of shock and happiness.

When the girl on the bed saw them she smiled as tears filled her eyes. We will stay together forever. Best friends for life...