Complex desires

Last words and final goodbyes

It had been a miracle that I was even alive at this moment as I was told that if I didn't wake up within twenty four hours I would have died... a scary though no matter how  prepared I was to die.

Kira and Hotoru demanded to know what was wrong with me and when I just gave a vague description Hotoru just stared at me while Kira wouldn't look at me. I sighed as I started telling them about when it happened and how I refused treatment as it would only extend my suffering and I didn't want them to see me like that.

"So basically you left so you could die peacefully without letting us know what was wrong with you?" Hotoru asked me when I was done explaining to them. I just nodded my head as I looked away from them afraid of what I would see there.

I felt someone tackle me as I fell to the floor before another weight was added. Something wet fell on my face as I saw both Kira and Hotoru crying as they hugged me.

"Kira... are you crying?" I teased them to lighten the mood. It seemed to work as I felt Kira jump off me and wiping her eyes.

"No I'm not... I just got dust in my eyes that's all... you know I have an allergic reaction to dust!" She shouted as she tried drying her eyes quicker.

"Yeah sure that is why you are crying." I said as I hugged Hotoru back.

"It is! Are you calling me a liar?!" She asked me as a fresh stream of tears ran down her face.

"I don't know... Are you?" I asked with a raised eyebrow trying to hide my smile.

"Arg!" She shouted as Hotoru burst out laughing.

"Am I interrupting something?" The voice caused us all to stop laughing as we turned to see the doctor standing in the doorway.

"No. Please come in!" Hotoru quickly said as she dried her tears from both laughing and crying.

"I will be very blunt with this..." He started as he walked into the room as he shut the door behind him.

"Blunt with what?" Kira asked as she eyed him curiously.

"Sakaru... you only have two weeks minimum to live. Treatment is out of the question as it is just beyond our control now. You can leave the hospital if you want or you can stay here it is up to you. There is just one thing I ask of you..." He got on his knees as he spoke the last statement causing me to back up slightly.

"Please! Please! Please let me take a photo with you and get your autograph!" He shouted as he bowed to me on his knees.

Kira and Hotoru tried holding their laughter inside at the expression that was probably on my face. I schooled my expression before sighing. Why not?

"Did you bring my clothes Kira?"  The look on the doctors face was that of disappointment a he slowly got up and was about to leave.

"Where are you going?" I asked with a small tilt of my lips as he looked at me in confusion.

"But wasn't that a 'no'?" He asked as Hotoru laughed as Kira handed me a bag.

"Do you want a photo with me when I am in a hospital gown?" I smiled as he blushed and stuttered.

After getting changed into a jeans and hoodie I stood next to the doctor and smirked at the camera as Kira took the photo. He bowed so low after I signed an autograph, I thought he hit his head on the floor for a second and he was speaking so fast I could barely understand what he wanted to say to me as he nearly ran out screaming so loud the other doctors could be heard telling him to calm down and that he was scaring the patients.

When he was gone Kira burst out laughing as Hotoru fell on the bed with fresh tears running down her face as she never made a sound she was laughing so hard. I just chuckled as I cleaned the room of my belongings so I could leave.

After getting my things and after Kira and Hotoru calmed down we left the hospital. The ride was nice and peaceful as we took the long scenic route to my house.

It happened so quickly neither of us really knew what was going on. I just remember hearing Kira and Hotoru scream and lights coming towards us before feeling an eminence pain from my spine downwards as I faded out of consciousness.

Lights were blurry as I opened my eyes and tried to ask where Kira and Hotoru were but I was told to keep quiet as people surrounded me. They were talking to fast for me to understand what was been said as the lights flashed over my head as my vison started tunneling before it went completely black.

Sasori POV

I walked out to the hill as I laid down a bunch of roses before sitting under the tree waiting for itachi to get here. I wasn't happy with the arrangement but it was something I would do for her.

I didn't have to wait long as he brought his own roses as he turned with me as we walked further down the small path to a stream with a Sakura blosom tree in full bloom. We both placed our roses under the tree as we stood in silence gazing at the tree before Itachi opened his mouth and started singing.

(Itachi- bold, Sasori- itaclics, both- bold and itaclis)

Hey Yuki, I remember your name
I left a dozen roses on your grave today
I'm in the grass on my knees, wipe the leaves away
I just came to talk for a while
I got some things I need to say

Now that it's over
I just wanna hold her
I'd give up all the world to see
That little piece of heaven looking back at me
Now that it's over
I just wanna hold her
I've gotta live with the choices i made
And I can't live with myself today

Hey Yuki, I remembered your birthday
They said it'd bring some closure to say your name
I know I'd do it all different if I had the chance
But all I got are these roses to give
And they can't help me make amends

Now that it's over
I just wanna hold her
I'd give up all the world to see
That little piece of heaven looking back at me
Now that it's over
I just wanna hold her
I've gotta live with the choices i made
And I can't live with myself today

Here we are, now you're in my arms
I never wanted anything so bad
Here we are, for a brand new start
Living the life that we could've had

Me and Yuki walking hand in hand
Me and Yuki never wanna end
Just another moment in your eyes
I'll see you in another life
In heaven where we never say goodbye

Here we are, now you're in my arms
Here we are for a brand new start
Got to live with the choices I've made
And I can't live with myself today

Me and Yuki walking hand in hand
Me and Yuki never wanna end
Got to live with the choices I've made
And I can't live with myself today

Hey Yuki, I remember your name

After the last note faded I wiped the tears I never noticed before that were streaming down my face. Turning to look at Itachi I noticed him doing the same thing as we both tried to compose ourselves before we both walked back leaving behind our roses under a silver name plate. Yuki no Akasuna aka Sakaru Hatake. Died at the age of 15 on the 20 December 2014 along side her two best friends Kira Gai and Hotoru Umino.

A/N!

Second book in process hope you guys liked the ending to this story and will wait for the next book to be released soon! Look out for Miscellaneous wish (Sequel to complex desires) which will come out with in the next week or so! In the meantime you can check out my other stories (Optional)... thanks to all those that atually stuck with this boring story to the very end and didn't just give up like when I wanted to so thank you!