Dating My bully

~In His Office~ {18}

"He's paying your school fee's?" Ash wasn't too happy about Jay using his money on me.

"They would have expelled me" I said looking down at my fingers while I fiddled with them. 

"He doesn't even know you and he's already paying for your bloody education!" he yelled as he began to pace up and down. He had his hands on his waist and he was getting very worked up.

"You get bad grades and he gives you money I get bad grades and i get fucking cut off! What kind of BULLSHIT is this" I cringed as he shouted out a cuss words. 

Ash flipped his head over to me and stalked towards me backing me up against the wall. Our faces were very close and he looked down at me how a boxer looks at they guy he's about to fight. He was trying to intimidate me and he was succeeding. 

"bullshit, bullshit, BULLSHIT" he screamed at me.

With no warning I burst into tears. How could I not?

"Oh, I'm sorry. I forgot you don't like it when people swear, do you?" he said in a mocking tone. He moved back a little and put his hand on his chest dramatically. Tears just keep flowing out of my eyes, he's so mad.

"Well I got news for you sis" he seethed. "I'll say whatever the fucking fuck I want you little fucking shit! He's my dad not yours. He loves ME and not you!" Ash was boiling over with rage. It's been a long time since someone this mad has yelled at me. 

I don't think I like it.

"I don't like you okay. The only reason dad's paying for you is to make himself feel better about the fact that HE DIDN'T WANT YOU! YOU'RE NOTHING, NO ONE! HE. LOVES. ME!"

Ash was now pulling his hair in frustration. He's on the edge of exploding. Before things could get worse the bell went to signal the end of school. My class came rushing out of the gym.

Ash looked between me and them a couple times, analysing the situation.

"Fuck this" he mumbled as he stormed out. 

My class went into the locker rooms to get changed out of their sport uniform. I didn't move though. I stood with my back against the wall, my bottom lip quivering as I cried. I put my hand over the fresh cut's on my thigh but I didn't feel the same power I felt before.

I began pressing down on them with force, trying to punish myself. I needed to be punished for this.

I slid my back down the wall and pulled my legs into my stomach. I placed my head on my knees and sobbed quietly to myself. In this moment I don't care who see's me. I don't care if I look like a mess. I just want to be left alone.

After a while I picked myself back up and dried my eyes. The kids in my class started leaving the locker room when I went in to get my bag. 

As I looked around the room I couldn't find my bag anywhere. 

"You looking for this?" I heard someone say.

I looked around and saw Harlee standing with one of the toilet doors open. She nodded at someone inside the toilet cubicle and I heard the a flush of a toilet.  Fay walked out of the cubicle to stand next to Harlee laughing. 

"I warned you not to talk to him but you just wouldn't listen. Now i'm going to have to make your life a living hell" Harlee told me with an evil smirk on her face. The two girls then whipped their hair around and sashayed out of the locker room.

I ran into the toilet cubicle to find my backpack with all of my school work in it submerged under toilet water. I pushed my arm into the toilet bowl to dig out my backpack trying not to gag as I did.