Every time I felt emotions
I pushed them away
But now I am embracing their notions
And they are swaying me today
To a better place?
I know not
And I wish not to know in case
I get caught up in the thought.
Am I improving?
Or am I losing?
Am I moving?
Or am I choosing-
To stay who I am right now?
I am going to therapy,
Doing what they are telling me.
But sometimes I feel terribly,
And I know that they can see.
They can sense my emotions from miles away,
And they're here to stay.
Maybe I'm getting better.
I will continue to assemble letter and letter
To make these words in which I express my feelings.
