Here I am.
Broken.
Battered.
Bruised.
I can't feel.
Numb.
Nonexistent.
Nervous.
I can't speak.
Weak.
Weary.
White.
I am not living.
Existing.
Exhausted.
Evil.
Here I am, broken, battered, bruised, numb, nonexistent, nervous, weak, weary, white like a ghost, existing not living, exhausted of this life, turning to evil, but I am still here.