It's gotten to the point were I don't really feel anymore.
It's like my emotions have been locked away behind a forbidden door.
Numb, numb, numb is all I feel,
But hell, when am I supposed to heal?
It's to the point where when someone asks me whats wrong- if they do care that is-
I just crumble, and say everything is wrong with this.
This picture, this monster that is my life,
I have created.
The only way to get rid of it would be to turn to the knife,
But hell, I'm not strong enough to be cremated-
In the fire of my own burning hell.
