The weight of my heart is heavy;
I'm blinking back tears.
The weight of my eyelids are heavy;
What I am capable of is one of my biggest fears.
Don't tell me things will be okay;
Don't tell me things will be alright.
I have no reason to stay;
I'm a fading light.
The dull gleam of my eyes-
It's slowly fading.
My heart beats, my body tries;
It tries to keep me alive in the poison I'm in, wading.
But-
I'm sinking deeper and deeper into the searing puddle that will destroy my heart.