I'm torn between my mind and my heart.
My heart tells me to stay with him.
My mind tells me I should leave him.
I don't want to leave him.
I don't want to hurt him.
I love him.
I don't love another;
I Can't,
Won't love another...
At the same time,
I wonder what being held feels like.
I wonder what being kissed and touched feels like.
If I were alone,
Just for now,
Would I find someone down here?
Closer,
Nearer to my heart?
I'm torn.
Do I leave...
Or-
Do I stay...?
