Why can't I be better?
Why can't I get a job?
Why can't I recover?
All of these questions leave me frustrated.
I'm ready to leave the shitty parts of me behind;
I'm ready to start a new life.
But I feel as if my parents are holding me back.
I got my license because they wanted me to.
But I don't have insurance,
So I got it for no reason.
I want to be independent.
I want a job.
Why is it so damn hard?
