The Experiment

Sixteen

The door opened. My heart was racing. I just had a procedure they shouldnt do anything to me.

Michael came in.

"Calm," he said coming to me.

"Please I just had a..."

"A procedure yes. This isnt an experiment," he said.

"Then why am I restrained, to a chair. Why arent I laying down,"

"Trust me child, you will be glad youre here and not laying down. Now understand, do not run or youll be punished okay?"

I nodded not fighting him. He undid the restraints and he led me over and unlocked a door that was there. "Lets go," he said taking my hand.

I nodded and moved with him. The connecting room was bigger. It had three couches, there was a table along with shelves full of markers and pens.

"What is this place? I get to sleep here?"

"No, youre in a visitation room"

"Visiting?" I looked up. My heart pounded out of my chest.

"Yes," he chuckled.

"Someone is coming to visit?" I said.

"Yes," he smiled.

"Please tell me this isnt an experiment please tell me its not,"

"Its not. I promise," he said.

I nodded and moved to sit on the couch.

"And Ill be back in soon," he touched my shoulder.

God I hope this isnt a joke.

I looked on the clock.

Five.... Ten... fiften... twenty. Twenty minutes passed, I was wrong it was a joke. I wasnt seeing anyone. No one was coming for me.

"Izzy?" I heard a familiar voice.

Demetri.

I looked up and ran to him.

"Hi my little one," he said wrapping his arms around me.

"Demetri," I cried into his chest.

"Im here... Im here,"

"Are you getting me out of here?" I looked at him.

"No," he said.

I looked at him pain there.

"Y-youre not?"

"No you stay here now," he said

It hit me like a truck, I mean the truck that killed Derek Shepherd. Those words killed me.

I looked at him tears in my eyes. "But..." I backed up. This isnt like him. He would get me out in a heart beat.

"I cant get you out you must live here now," he said again and hugged me tightly.

I hid my head on him crying not understanding. Did no one really want me?

All I did was cry. I couldnt move I felt like I couldnt breathe. It just hurt. Im never getting out of here. Im going to die here.

He held me close picking me up sitting with me on the couch.

"I love you but you cant come back," he touched my cheek kissing my head.

"I did bring you something though little one,"

I looked at him. "As if it matters Im going to die here,"

He looked at me choosing his words carefully.

"Well at least itll help you enjoy what life you have left," he said.

I looked down.

"Why are you even here Demetri. To rub it in my face that I cant leave? That Im stuck here. I was being tortured. I was poisoned and I almost died. I had a brain bleed and was in a coma. And you just... suddenly dont give a shit anymore. I could be dead tomorrow. And you wouldnt care. Please just leave Demetri," I yelled at him.

"Izzy..." he took my hand.

"LEAVE!" I screamed at him from the top of my lungs.

He closed his eyes and kissed the top of my head. "I love you little one," he whispered. I could barely hear it.

"Clearly," she said and moved away from him.

Then he left. I sat down immediately and just sobbed, I pulled at my hair hard. I wanted my pain to end. I cant take it.

A female came in. "Lets go to your room," she said.

It took me five minutes to be able to stand up moving to her. She put her hand around my upper arm. I didnt react or fight to it I just looked down tears falling. "Charlie should be here soon. He is just wrapping up feeding," she said.

I nodded and looked down as soon as she left I moved over to the desk going through the drawers getting all the letters I had written for him and tore them up in small peices throwing them on the ground.

Then Charlie walked in. "Izz.."

"YOU LIED," I screamed. "YOU LIED TO ME. YOU LIED," I screamed at the top of my lungs.

"Izzy breathe calm down," he said touching my arm.

"DONT TOUCH ME AGAIN"

"Izzy you need to calm down," he grabbed my hand.

Immediately I pulled them away and hit him hard.

"YOURE JUST A PART OF THEM. YOU NEVER CARED. NO ONE CARES. YOU LIED. YOU LIED TO ME. YOU SAID HE WAS GOING TO COME AND TAKE ME. YOU SAID YOU WERE GETTING ME OUT YOU SAID YOU WERE WORKING WITH HIM. YOU LIED TO ME."

"Izzy look at me. If you keep screaming you will be hurt,"

"Good. Hopefully itll kill me," I glared trying to calm down. I heard the door unlock and I grabbed the laptop that was sitting on the desk hitting Charlie with it trying to run out easily being caught by Michael.

"What in the hell is going on?" He growled pinning me against the wall.

"Oh fuck off Michael," I said.

Charlie moved over. "She is just upset about the visitation,"

"So it leads to a whole temptertantrum. No visits ever again," he said. "And you will be punished,"

"I dont care if you punish me. Hell I hope you kill me," I glared at him.

He glared and smacked me hard and dropped me. "You lost all privlages. No nice room. Nothing ever, understand young lady?"

Charlie took my arm tightly and pulled me back into the room.

I opened my mouth to continue to scream but he covered my mouth. "Enough Izzy," he said.

"Michael have someone bring in a seditive," he said. "Ill restrain her,"

He nodded and left.

"Izzy quiet or youll be hurt worse understand?" He said.

"I hate you. I hate you all. I never shouldve trusted you. I hate you," I said to him.

He took a deep breath and sat me on the bed.

"Heres the seditive," a male asked.

"I dont want it," I glared pushing him away

Charlie sighed and injected it into my arm. He then forced me to lay down.

I opened my mouth to speak but he cut me off.

He paused for several minutes.

"You are a liar and I hate you," I whispered before falling asleep.