fun.

Time flys when you're having fun

As we got to the boneyard we noticed the commotion coming from the Camerons house deciding to join there. Walking in the front door I inhaled the familiar scent of weed and alcohol. I saw Maia from across the room dancing with some touron suddenly I felt an arm lace around my waist and a soft kiss pressed to my neck as I smelt the familiar scent of sea salt and weed it was JJ with a now-empty solo cup in his hand grinning obviously intoxicated. He was always like this drunk overly sweet and touchy in my head I always thought "drunk actions are sober thoughts" to make myself feel like this was something it isn't. After having a few drinks and conversations with fellow pogues I was dragged to the side by JJ walking to a random room closing the door
"Hello angel" JJ whispered in my ear standing awfully close to me
"Evening handsome" I subtly flirted back running my hand under his shirt
"Who was that guy you were with earlier " JJ questioned me
"Just a random touron why?" I answered
"He didn't deserve your company that's all" JJ answered giving me butterflies in my stomach
He glances down at me keeping his eyes firmly on my lips and began to lean down
"you're not getting me this easy Maybank"
Somewhat regretting not kissing him but knowing I would prefer if we were both sober
We walked out of the room to see Maia talking to RAFE FUCKING CAMERON. I wouldn't know if it meant anything but they seemed to be closer than just friends and as soon as JJ became aware of their conversation he pulled me into his side to walk in the opposite direction towards John b Pope and Kie waiting to leave I thought about asking Maia but it seemed to me she was enjoying her self too much to worry. As we returned to the chateau I noticed JJ beginning to roll a blunt nodding over to me suggesting we share it. Jj and I stayed outside on a hammock whilst the rest of them went inside
"For you, m'lady" JJ hummed passing me the freshly lit blunt
"Why thank you kind sir" I giggled accepting the offer. As I took a hit I caught him from the corner of my eye smirking to himself. I passed it back to him watching his cheekbones hollow. We carried on smoking and talking and then went inside as the night got colder. We cuddled up on the sofa when the door opened and Maia finally walked in smiling at me as I stood up and walked with her to her room.
"you ok, " I asked her
"Yeah I guess" she responded
"How about you avie " she questioned
"it's just JJ he's so special so special and I don't know how he feels" I choke up feeling tears sting my eyes. She looks at me a pulls me into her chest trying to console my sense of heartache.