Bigger Boys and Stolen Sweethearts

Part 12: Never Be Satisfied

I rub my eyes as I had fallen asleep, I yawned so big I thing a squirrel could've hibernated in my mouth. I sit up and look around, taking it all in. This is where I'm going to be at now. I would eventually want to move out but knowing Alex, he wouldn't want that. I scratch my head and get out of bed. Not checking if Alex was besides me or not. I walked towards the closet and got; of course, a beige thong and beige lacy sports bra; the cute ones. I also grabbed black shorts and a black and white stripe turtle neck crop top. I walked towards the bathroom, and closed the door behind me. I turned on the shower. I slide every inch of clothing off me and put it in the corner of the bathroom. I start my music on shuffle, "Feels like we only go backwards" by Tame Impala plays. I remember the other day Alex singing it, which made me happy. Just the thought of him made me happier. I step into the nice shower. Every drop of water hits me. I basically moved with the music, I even sang along with the song. How couldn't I? I felt like I was relaxed. More relaxed than I ever was. And with the thought of that, I let out a huge deep breathe. It felt very nice. I have to do something nice for Alex, something that he knows I appreciate him. And not sex. Not yet. Believe it or not, I'm still a virgin. And people would think I wouldn't be because after all, I was a stripper.
I step out of the shower, and "Bigger Boys and Stolen Sweethearts" start to play. I looked very confused. It sounded like Alex, and I went to see the artist.
Arctic Monkeys.
Wow. I have listened to them before. I feel like I should change the song before he realizes I'm listening to it. This feels a bit awkward. I just stared at my phone while getting dress. Determining if I should change it. But it was too late, the song was ending. As I finished getting dress the song ended. I paused my music, grabbed my and dirty clothes. As I opened the door, Alex stood in front of me.
"I'm only pretending you know." He sings.
I screamed, "JESUS."
"My name isn't Jesus." He smiled.
"How long have you been there?"
"Since, you started the shower."
"You heard everything then."
He nods, "You have heard of my band then."
I lifted my finger up, "I JUST found out that your band sang that song."
He giggles. That giggle was adorable. I smiled at him, and walked passed him, I put my clothes in the hamper and my phone on the dresser. I went to grab my blowdryer and walk to the bathroom. I plugged in my hair dryer and dried my short black hair completely. As it was completely dried, I combed my hair into place, and after that I put on eyeliner and a hint of blush on my cheeks.
I walked out the bathroom and Alex sneaks up behind me and kisses my cheek. I turn around to face him; my heart completely stopped when he did such thing. I held my cheek as if it's been slapped.
"Lillian, you're beautiful without make up. Why do you cover yourself with such disguise?" He holds me close.
"I just never liked how I looked."
"Nobody likes how they look. They can never be satisfied. But we have to accept the fact we are who we are, and there will be someone who loves you for you." Alex kissed me forehead.
I do understand what he's trying to say and I appreciate it, but it's part of me now, I HAVE to wear make up. But I do enjoy the fact that he's bringing it up.
"Thank you." I smiled. He smiles back at me. The way he smiled with his eyes and his lips. I couldn't resist but kissed him. I felt the heat rushed to my cheeks, he seemed shocked at first but then he knew what was happening so he went along. The kissing was passionate, I didn't want to stop. I pulled away to tell him something that I was too embarrass about but at the same time happy.
"Alex?" I whispered.
"Lillian." He smiles.
"I have to tell you something."
"Yeah?"
"You were the first person who I kissed, believe it or not."
He raised a brow, "Really?"
I nodded; I feel really embarrassed and I have no idea what he might do or say next.
"That's really cute. Took you 29 years?"
"28, actually. My birthday isn't around until a few more months." I mumbled.
He smiles, "When is it?"
"September 25th."
"That's in a few days! We have to do something."
I frown, "But why?"
"Because I said so. I mean have you ever had one?"
I remained quiet. His mouth dropped, "Okay we have to throw you a party."
I pout, "Please don't."
"C'mon! It'll be fun! I promise."
I remained quiet. He put both hands on my shoulders. I look into his eyes and sighed, "Fine."
We hear the door close and footsteps, Abbey came back with a big smile on her face, "Well hello there cuties."
"How was your cousins?" I smiled.
"They were amazing! I'm going back with them tonight for dinner." She squealed, "Oh and Lily, nice ass." She teases and leaves the room. I put my hands on my butt to cover it.
"Lemme see." Alex smiles.
"No!" I laughed.
He pulled my arms away and walked me towards the mirror. He was very strong because as much as I tried to escape, I couldn't. We stood in front of the mirror with my back facing it, and he looks over my shoulder.
"You do have a nice ass. But everything about you is beautiful." He grins.
"You're so cheesy."
"Cheesy for you."
I laughed, and pulled his hand and guided him downstairs and walked downstairs and watched movies.

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We were invited to a fancy dinner with the boys later that night. I have no idea what for but Alex told me that we'd have to go to a certain place to get dressed and ready. Abbey came with us and told her cousins that this was important and that'd she visit them after the party. Abbey and I walked into the women's dressing rooms, and there was already 4 people in there. They told us to dress into these two dresses.
The woman gave me a red elegant long halter neck evening dress. As for Abbey she wore a jeweled low-back gown that was dark blue. It suited her.
I put on the dress, and it revealed the side of my legs, I wore black stilettos. My hair was wildly curled; naturally. And my make up was beautiful, thin eyeliner that'd make my eyes stand out along with a hint of eyeshadow and blush. And wore dark red lipstick. I turned to Abbey, the dress looked BEAUTIFUL on her. She wore silver stilettos and her hair was curled to the side. Her make up was like mine but she didn't have eyeliner, just mascara instead. We walked out the room and met up with the boys. Alex was so very dashing, he put his hair in his quiff again, he was in a very dashing black tuxedo. He has a red tie; cute that it was the same red as my dress. He turned and met with me. He walked towards me and kissed me, "you keep getting more and more beautifuler every time I see you."
I blushed, "You don't look too bad yourself."
He smiled, and notices the sides of my legs, "You are mine. And if someone dares to get close to you, I'll beat their asses up." As he said that he held me tight in his arms.
"Yes, sir. And if anyone is to touch YOU," I poked his chest, "I'd kill them."
"Feisty are we?" He narrowed his eyes at me.
"Oh shut up." I hit him lightly on the chest. He wrapped and arm around my waist and walked with me toward the guys. The guys were talking to Abbey; Jamie seemed to like Abbey but I feel like he can't like her. I wonder why.

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