The wrong number that saved me

I am a friend

Natasha's Pov

I continue to cry until some hands hug me. I look up and i see Clint.I wipe my tears with my sleeve.
" Natasha, what's wrong?" He looks in my eyes and take my hands in his. Something  serious is going to happen .
"Tasha, does your burn hurt? We could give you some painkill-"
I started laughing.He looked weird at me. I was a mess. From crying to laughing.
"Thank, Clint, but what I have can be hurt with medication. I'm just sad, ok?My burn is actually better. It's healing fast. "
"Then... why are you crying ?"
I don't answer. How could I tell him that i was stupid enough to talk with a kid online, that i never knew, tell him my age and my name, do homework with me, tell him about my nightmares... and that means showing vulnerable to him... and i miss him. I started sobbing on Clint's tshirt.
"Hey, Tasha, whatever it is, everything will be alright."
"You can't take the words back and  choose the other person to forget them and start again."
"Is about the person you were texting?"
"Can i be alone, Clint? Please!"
The archer left and i continued crying. I think i fall asleep at some time, because when i wake up i see it's dark outside. I look on my nightstand for my clock, but i see a teddy bear with arrows. Clint. If he told the others what a mess i was, i will burn his arrows. I  get up from the bed and open the window. Ah, the December chilly air!I love winter! I think i will feel better after a walk at my favorite place. I haven't been there for ages!
But Clint and the others won't let me because of the injury. I look at my stomach. Almost healed. Tomorrow I will be like new.But they wont see it like this. So i guess i have to walk though the vents. I take my black lather jacket and black jeans. I jump in the vents. My stomach still hurt, but i learnt in the Red Room to resist pain. After all, pain meant i was still alive. I arrive at the garage and take my motorcycle. I speed up a little and get there. It was a abandoned building at the periphery of the city. It remembered me of the Red Room.I know the Red Room wasn't the best, but a horrible home is still home, right? When i couldn't sleep, i always walked on the roof of the Red Room and watched the forest, the moon and sometimes the fresh snowflakes falling.I found this place in my early SHIELD days when me and Clint had a mission. I go on the roof and I lie there. Just me and the stars above.I hear a sound. Come on universe! I want a break! I get up, my gun pointed at the shadow of a person.
"Drop the gun!"
"Who are you? What are you doing here?" I don't take my eyes of the target. The clouds move and moon's light touch me. Fuck! Now my enemy can see me clear. Madame B. always said <With a moon like that, your targets can see you as easily as you see them. Not a good night for hunting, or a clean kill. Not a good night for disappearing. >.
"Widow? What are you doing here?Please don't shot me. " the figure stepped in the light and i see Spider-Man. I put my gun back.
"What are you doing here?"
"Fight with a friend. A friend that felt like family.I needed some quiet and fresh air. You? "
"I fought with a family member really bad. I said some things, he said some..."
"You too? Maybe it's a spider thing." He sits down on the roof and i do that too.
"I lied him about something from beginning. He got upset."
"I couldn't tell her all my secrets, i lied too. She got upset because i was upset on her when i lied too."
"Maybe it's a spider thing to be a lier."
"Maybe."
"Why are you here from all the places?This is my kinda place. " I was curious.
"What? No, it's mine. I saw it first since i was 9.This was a toy factory before. My uncle always brought me here after school. I took a little chemist kit from here."
"I didn't knew you were the smart guy type. With all the jokes..."
"They are good jokes. Do you know why spiders don't go to school?"
"I will regret it, but fine i will play.Why?"
"Because they learn everything from the web!"
I smirked. What an idiot. Clint would like this guy.
"I saw a smirk!" he pointed at me. "Thats count at a good joke!"
I laughed more at his reaction.
"Stick  to the hero career."
"Stick? Like a spider?O my good! The Black Widow made a joke."
"I didn't!"
"Yes, you did!"
"HEY, WORLD, THE BLACK WIDOW MADE A JOKE!" he screamed and i put my hand on his mouth.
"Stop shouting like that!"
I can't believe he licked my hand through his mask.
"Gross! You are so imature!"
"Thank you!" Then he froze in place"Widow, look! "
All my survival instincts kicked in. I took two guns out, ready to fire.
" From where did the second gun appeared? "
" What is it Spider-Man? "
" You don't see it?"
"I see no danger."
Spider-Man laughed. Was that a trap? If this is a trap, i will not open to nobody.
"Widow, look around you. It's snowing!"
It started to snow. I can't believe i didn't see it sooner. I see spiderman lifting his mask, just mouth showing.
"What are you doing?"
He put his mask back on his mouth "Catching snowflakes like a normal person would do? Come on, Widow! How can you resist? I know they dont taste like the one from Russia, but a snowflake is a snowflake."
"Wait, how do you think the one from Russia taste?"
"Like vodka?" he shrugged.
I laughed.
"How ?"
"I don't know. It's Russia!Were Vodka is like water and you have a bear pet. "
I laughed so hard.
"I guess i was born in another Russia."
He signs me to try to catch a snowflake with my tongue. I know he won't shut up about it. i do it. Somehow, we end up fighting who catch  more snowflakes.
"12!"Spider-Man shouted.
" 36!BAM!"
Victory feels so good.
" Laugh how much you want! But im the champion of snowball fighting. Tomorrow, there would be more snow for one. Want to lose? Come tomorrow. "
I laughed " Now thats a good joke. Me? Losing a fight? Never! "
"We will see!" He swing away.
"You didn't said the time!" i shout.
"I'm a idiot. I will let you know!"
What? At least he knew he was a idiot. I go back to the Tower were all the Avengers were staying on the couch.
"Where have you been? It's 2 am!" Clint says.
"Needed some fresh air. Clint and everyone, it's not my first time i got hurt. Stop being my babysitters!" I went to my room and changed in pyjamas.