The wrong number that saved me

Christmas between spiders

Part2

Maria's Pov

I enter the interrogation room. I look at Natasha who was chained on the table. I try to look in control and not that i am now scared of her. If Clint was here...
"Agent Romanoff, what is project America fall?"
I expect to see the cold Romanoff from earlier , but Natasha's face became so red that i thought she would pass out right there,her eyes wide.

Natasha's Pov

If they wanted to treat me like a criminal, i will be a criminal. I put my no-emotions-mask act  on. Then i talk emotionless and with a little or more accent. Russian always scare people. I observe that Maria was shaking.
They tricked me.
They betrayed me.
They don't trust me.
They forgot all i did for them?
So, i would play the villain.
10 agents escorted me to the interrogation room. Like the first time i stepped here. But then, Clint was by my side.
I see Maria entering and trying to look strong. I scared her. Good. No one handcuffs me without a reason . Wait, why fid they brought her here? She didn't do anything wrong? Don't tell me someone told them about the laughing incident on the sofa.
No no, no, how did they found about that!Mission America fall  was a secret. What else do they know? D-d-do they know about Peter? How  do i explain that i needed a child help to try to be with Steve. O-or that i told him things and i consider him my spider son?
"NATASHA!" i get pulled out of my thoughts by Matia yelling my name.
"W-what do you know about it?" I hate how insecure my voice sounded. But now im in the panick zone. If they find out that, i, the cold, scary Black Widow, care about a random child who was nice with me and helped me with my nightmare.... and with my love life. Nah, i don't have something like that. After how Steve betrayed me, he didn't even trusted me, .... who need boys,stay badass! Just me, Liho and Peter. Perfect. I can't wait for the old man to observe me.
"You tell me, miss Romanoff."
"Cut the shit, Maria. We know for years. Or now i am just a criminal. I know it sounds bad, but it's not what you think."
"You didn't plotted against America. Then what is it?"
Glad that  it didn't looks like she  knows about Peter. But.... how do i explain operation America fall without embarrassing myself in front of.... everyone.
"I can't tell you."
I hope Shield has confortable and warm cells.
"Then, a cell is waiting for you. Sorry, miss Romanoff."
"Serch everywhere. I am not guilty."
I am guided by 20 agents to my cell, SHIELD workes and the Avengers looking  like i was a criminal. Steve looked at the floor, not meeting my eyes. It could have been worse if i told them about America fall. Better being seen like the worst human being than embarrassed.
The cell had a bed and was small. Just a bed?Where was the toilet? I got one of the cheap cells!
"Where's the toilet, Maria ?"
"I talked with director Fury and we will search for more proof of your betrayel."
I am the one betrayed here!
I sit on my bed and wait. The ceiling looks interesting. A new color of grey. Like the walls. I hate to be locked up like an animal.
If Clint was here....
I wish i spend the Christmas with his family.
I was supposed to be happy for once in my life!
I even decorated my room with Peter's help!
I hope he has a better Christmas.
It's fu*king Christmas and i spend it in a cell! A cold cell!
Enough it's enough! I get out of the cell and walk to Mark, the front desk guy.
"R-R-Romanoff... c-cell?" said the scared young man, eyes wide and visibly shaking .
"Yes, i know."
I write on a piece of paper where Fury could find me,at the Tower. I am going to spend my Christmas like i want.
"Give that to Fury!" i said to a frozen Mark. I  think he peed in his pants.
Then i got out. Pfff, security organization.
I get to the Tower and i see everything decorated. Wow. It looks like Christmas throw up on the building. Pepper really worked hard.
She sees me staying  in front of the elevator, mouth open.
"N-Natasha, where are the others?"
I can feel a little worry mixed with fear. They really think i could have  betrayed them!
Come on, Natasha! We are a family now! We have each other back!They said. LIES, LIES, LIES... FUCKING LIERS!
I even tried to be more open to them!
" I DON'T FUCKING KNOW, PEPPER! WHY SHOULD I!" I storm to my room. I feel like i will explode. I feel so much anger... rising... boiling my blood.... i fell like i am again in Russia. I need to punch something to make the feeling disappear. I change into my training T-shirt and yoga pants since I don't know if the Tower temperature is up, or it's just my hate. I go to the gym. On my way i see Papper in the same spot i left her when i went to my room.
I punch the bag repeatedly.
One for their lies.
One because i was a fool.
One because i trusted.
One because i hoped.
One for my  heart  that was filling with hate.
One, one, one.... i lost the count for what i punch.
One like Ivan learned me.
One like Madame B liked to see.
A scream bring me back from my thoughts.
"NATASHA! YOU ARE BLEEDING! Pepper said worried, a rool gauze in her hand.
I look at the bag. Full of blood.
I look at my hands. Bright crimson blood on them.
"Can i help-" Pepper come closer with the gauze.
"NO!" I punch the wall next to me, cracks appearing on it. My finger were definitely broken,but I feel nothing.I don't want more liars next to me.I realise that they didn't even asked me if I did it.They immediately just wanted to put me in a cage!

I look at the wide eyed Pepper in front of me and I push her out of my way.I need to...to....to not explode!I ran to my room and try to read......I throw the book at my wall.I cant calm myself!I really thought they were my family.....

I look on the window at the snowy night.All the people celebraiting Christmas with their families and loved ones.....

I punch my pathetic and lonely reflexion in the window, shattering it.I think I better take a walk .The weather is beautiful just like it used to be back home.I take my Widow bracelets and swing in the night.I go past buildings with happy families that were singing,watching movies ..

Finally,I arrive at my place,the abandoned building that looked like the Red Room.Home sweet home! Maybe my only family was them.

I sit down in the snow on the roof.I cant belive its so much snow now in New York.And it keeps coming.S-s-snow f-f-flakes a-are f-f-falling f-faster n-n-now.T-the s-s-sky l-looks a-almost w-w-white n-n-now.

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Peter's Pov

Aunt May left again to the hospital.They were really busy this time of the year.....like always.But she promised me that we will celebrate it on 27,when she is free.She cooked me some Christmas food,but I don't feel the holiday spirit.I still neeed to make some cookies by myself.But first,I want to leave a gift to the old toy factory where me and Black Widow used to meet for snowball fights.Maybe she will see it.I made her a white cotton beanie with her symbol in a circle,all red.I enjoyed the time I spend with her and I really hope we will snowfight more in the future.It was fun.She is really competitive!An worthy opponent !I always beat Ned and Michelle in the snow fights .Spider-sense is really useful.But with the legend,Natasha Romanoff,it is almost zero.Maybe all the fights will learn me more combat or something.I get in my white suit and swing to the old factory.I think my lenses are broken,because I could swear that I see three snowmans on the roof .I neeed to improve my zoom in lenses.I came closer and I see a person on the floor.Ran,Ran,Ran .someone needs my help.I came closer and I see its a woman with red hair wearing only a t shirt and shorts.Her skin is so white...and she's unconscious...that's not good.Who is crazy to wear only summer clothes on this weather?I roll her to see her face.Frick frack noodles doodles!Its the Black Widow!Please,dont be dead,please don't be dead....I don't know what to do.If brain fails, instincts on.I start to shake her.Her eyes opened.God!I can breath again.I wasn't ready for her death.

"Black Widow,do you need to go to a hospital or the Avenger tower?"

Stupid,Parker,stupid!She is freezing and maybe she has hypothermia.Of course,she wants to stay in the cold!

"N-n-n-no h-h-h-h-h-hospitals,n-n-n-n-n-no a-a-a-avengers."she said ,almost like a whisper.Frick,she needed medical help!Her lips are so blue!What im gonna do?SHIT!Omg I said a bad word!But mos importantly ,now she passed out in my arms!

What I will do now?