𝙈𝙞𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙚𝙣𝙜 𝙊𝙣𝙚𝙎𝙝𝙤𝙩𝙨

𝙁𝙖𝙣 𝙎𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙞𝙘𝙚- 𝘼/𝙁

미나

"Can't you please just tell me, what is wrong?" I silently uttered and looked over her shoulder, anticipating for an answer

"It's none of your business, Minari." She coldly replied and no lie, it really shattered my heart

Before I could respond she slowly walked away from my sight making me internally sigh and look down

'Why is she suddenly like this?'

If you're wondering why this all suddenly happened, it has been a week since I 'confessed' my feelings for her, I knew it was wrong but I could not help it

I feel like I just made the worst decision ever, our friendship suddenly went downhill and after my embarrassing confession she started to distance herself away from me, she probably is disgusted of me now that I think about it

Every time we would meet she would just reply with a nod and never spoke much, if the other members were present we would pretend that we both are fine to avoid suspicion, then she'd talk with them happily while ignoring my whole presence

'Just take a deep breath, mina..'

After that I went out to look for the girl, secretly

I may look like a creep right now but I just want to make sure she's doing alright

While I was walking, trainees would welcome me and of course I took the chance to greet them back with a warm smile

I was hesitating whether I should ask them about that girl, but then again I don't want them to find me suspicious or something

"Oh Mina sunbaenim, Chaeyoung sunbaenim went in the recording studio." One of my juniors said and I smiled, How'd they know I was looking for her?

"Thank you and good luck with your practice." Bowing in response and quickly searched for the latter

I then stopped my tracks when I heard a faint voice of the latter and felt my heart starting to act differently

Growing anxious, I quietly stepped forward and hide myself

Yes I know eavesdropping is disrespectful, but I can't stop myself

"I know.. We're just doing this for fan service, okay?" I bit my lip and look down on my hands

'Fan service?..'

"What?! It's not that I like her back, I just can't.. You know that I'm dating someone, right?"

A tear fell down on my cheek and smiled bitterly

 'Right.. This was all just fan service for her.'

I clenched my fist and quickly run away

'Now I know why you've been avoiding me..'

So all of those rumors were true, I asked her many times about this and all she could answer was 'no.'

My back slowly fell against the wall and I let my tears fall, hugging my knees and leaning my back against the wall

I slowly started to reminisce about our fun and romantic moments we just had