𝙈𝙞𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙚𝙣𝙜 𝙊𝙣𝙚𝙎𝙝𝙤𝙩𝙨

𝙏𝙧𝙪𝙚 𝙃𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨- 2

미나

I sat up from my bed and hugged my knees, I smiled and looked over at my side expecting that Chaeyoung was the one sleeping by my side, but

It was Jeongyeon, she hugged me and left bunch of kisses down my neck, I slowly pushed her away and just said "Jeong.."

I heard her sigh and sit up as well, we were both avoiding each other's gaze and felt awkward

This is wrong... I didn't know what really happened last night, I was so drunk and all I remember is that we were having a small conversation about our dating rumor

Fuck... I even told chaeyoung that I will break up with her and here I am, naked in bed with the person I shouldn't be with in the first place

I was so selfish and I didn't realize the latter's feelings for me, she was silently taking all the pain that I would give her

"Jeong, I'm sorry... We shouldn't be doing this..." I looked down and she hugged me

"I-I'm sorry if I used you, just for me to gain popularity.." My voice cracked and hugged her

"I-I understand, mina... Just be happy, okay? I will be supporting you and if you need any help, just come to me anytime... I will be disclosing our dating issue." I smiled in response and she patted my head

"Oh.. How am I supposed to tell her about this?..." I looked down on my lap and sniffled, good thing she wasn't home when we were doing the nasty

If she did then, I would never forgive myself ever and hopefully she understands, which I doubt she would

I hate myself so much, I hurted her feelings at first, ignored her because I have been blinded by the money and fame I received, now I need to tell her the truth and how I want to be with her forever

Yes, I am willing to risk everything for her and tell the world who I truly love. This is my True Happiness, which is to be with her

How I wish I had noticed what was wrong sooner, but I can still fix this! I am going to change for her and everyone

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I bid my goodbye to jeongyeon and watched how she drove away, I chuckled and went ahead to get a drink

My eyes then landed at a somehow glistening object, I looked at it and inspected it, my eyes widened and felt tears falling down on my eyes

It was a ring with both of our initials in it, I smiled and hugged the small object

I sat on the couch and held onto the ring, she probably left it there... How did I not realize that she truly loves me? I was too blind and dumb back then

I waited for her in the couch, playing with the stuffed tiger she owned and I looked over at the clock, noticing how she was quite taking so long

My smile was soon then replaced with a frown, I should be patient but something inside me knows that something is wrong