𝙈𝙞𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙚𝙣𝙜 𝙊𝙣𝙚𝙎𝙝𝙤𝙩𝙨

𝙊𝙪𝙧 𝙇𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙂𝙤𝙤𝙙𝙗𝙮𝙚-𝙎⚠️

채영

I looked out my window to see her. Myoui Mina.. She has been my neighbor ever since I moved here and we became close as each day passed, I would pay her a visit and in return she pays me a visit

And what's cool is that I'm dating her now and in these past days I felt like she wasn't feeling anything towards me anymore, it was like I was played

I was like her toy, she would play with me whenever she wanted but now that she just threw me away like a kid with their toys

It was obvious that she lost her interest being with me

Whenever I talk to her she would always reply with a nod and hum

She had never spoken to me since that day she went out with her friends... I can't keep doubting her, honestly was I not enough? does she love her friends more than me now? do they please her better than I please her?

I hate overthinking so much, I hope I can just stop time and find out the truth, I'm sorry I don't trust you, my love

And maybe she doesn't like me anymore because I'm not an ordinary person

I was looking up the moon sighing deeply while I could feel that it's going to rain suddenly I heard a loud knock on my front door

I stood up to check who it was, maybe it was just my mom

I slowly open the door but in my surprise It was her..

The girl whom I had cried for and has been ignoring my whole presence throughout the weeks of this month

"Hey.." She greeted with a low tone on her voice and I just stood there waiting for what she's going to say next

"C-can I come in, Chae?... I'm sorry for being a douche in these past few days, I just needed space..." She said and I shook my head, just let her in and closing the door behind

She stood there and turned to look at me, my attention suddenly went through her eyes, they seemed so empty and deep

I couldn't read her thoughts, her face was as emotionless and plain

We had a staring contest for like who knows how long and she went closer to me, I was taken a back and I started moving backwards until my back suddenly bumped against the wall

She continued moving towards me and as she was closer, she lunged forward and gave me a tight hug

"I'm so sorry... Please don't ever doubt me... Always know that I won't lose any feelings for you." She softly mumbled that made me so confused, why would she suddenly distance herself away from me was it because I did something wrong?

"N-No you didn't do anything.. it's just that, I'm so childish and wrong for ignoring my girlfriend without you knowing the reason.." She said buried her head in the crook of my neck

A sigh escaped my lips and I kissed her crown, she looked up at me and locked her eyes to mine

"Can you give me the reason why?" I uttered softly, trying to calm her down

"I-I'm leaving.." She said in between her sobs, I looked down

Did I hear that right? she's leaving me because

"W-We are going back to japan..." She stuttered, struggling with her words It took me a few seconds to realize what she said and yes I felt so down. She looked down while her arms are still wrapped around my neck