𝙈𝙞𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙚𝙣𝙜 𝙊𝙣𝙚𝙎𝙝𝙤𝙩𝙨

𝙄𝙛 𝙊𝙣𝙡𝙮- 2

미나

"Isn't it amazing how you two came all the way from friends to engaged?" I gave a small smile, holding the hand of my newly fiance

Yes, from friends to engaged.. How I wished it was her, but fate brought me here, I can't turn back anymore. If only, I ran to her, and told her that I felt the same way. Then my desires would then be all granted

Now, I have moved on, happily married to him. If ever I meet her again, I will thank her for letting me go through a horridly path, in the end it was worth running through the stoned road

The backstory goes to

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"I love you too, chaeng.." I whispered as she already left, I was too late, if only I hadn't been a coward

I loved her since then, when I found her with another woman... I knew I had to stop my feelings, thinking I had no chance with her anymore, so I started to date random people, erasing the feelings I had felt for her, what a stupid choice when all along, she loved me back, I hurt not only myself but her

I tried contacting her in anyway, to no valid response.. Asking all her friends, and her relatives, still had no luck or response of her whereabouts which lead me to giving up, until I met a guy who saved me from my miserable life

And who is now my current fiance, everything about Her.. Is long gone, because for now I have to accept that all of my 'If only's' and 'What if's' are just fixed scenarios or what could've happened to something that had already happened... All of the things that happened, left important lessons on my life, and I will truly carry it all along my future

In the end, it was her who I had truly loved...

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I swayed through the aisle, giving a warm smile, feeling all emotional from the support of many familiar people in here, I stood with the love of my life at the altar

While giving half of my speech, my eyes then landed on a familiar figure, those eyes also captured my attention, If I was not mistaken, is it...

The person removed their mask, revealing a the face I had least wanted to see, which had cause me to halt from my speech... Probably catching everyone's attention. It was like the world had paused too, everything around me started to drift away

And she smiled, turning around, and disappearing from my sight, once again.... I shook my head, feeling another rush of headache

"Miss Myoui, are you alright?" The pastor asked, everyone around me were deeply concerned, I felt quite embarrassed, but good thing the wedding still continued peacefully

Ending with two lovers, truly engaged with such romance, that I once had wished for

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I sigh, walking to the cemetery with my husband, I kissed his cheek while uttering "I'll be right back, I promise."

"I will wait, I know how much you wanted to visit her." He chuckled, and just let me be, to which I adored so much

I walked towards the tombstone, sitting next to it, and smiling sadly

"Chaengie... How are you up there, huh? Even if you have left me, I'm sure you're still here... Oh how I want to turn back to that time, if only I had saved you, and if only you told me you were suffering from such disease... Why didn't you tell me? If only then, are you up there in the skies? Soon, let's meet each other again, in those clouds.. Thank you, Chaeyoungie.. I love you" I let my tears fall down on my cheeks, hugging my knees, hearing her voice through my head, I could still see her smile

I stood up, placing the flowers in her tomb, I walked away, my heavy emotions slowly lightening, I could only smile while staring at the sky

If only I knew she suffered from brain tumor, I did speculated that she was atleast suffering from something but I never knew it would turn into something worse... While I was searching for her, the news of her being announced 'Dead on arrival' had made a big impact in my life, to which was hard to fix. There were still scars, but in the end I am all healed

She was the reason for the scars, but also the reason why I accepted my true self...

I entered the car with my husband, and gave a last look at her tomb, smiling bitterly "If only, I could see you for the last time, the dark world I have right now, will clearly light up all at once..."

I'm sorry once again😔 that's it since I'm still suffering from an heartbreak, please don't kill me;>

Thanks for reading, apologizing for all the grammatical errors and typos!

-Authornim<3