Don't Stand A Chance

Chapter 33

So much for this going slow it's already been two and a half long ass weeks, and on top of that about a week ago I hat to stop calling home cause it got to dangerous.

We figured out while I was here that we have mole in our mafia because I heard Avas guard informing her, that there Italian spy just informed them that I was coming here to spy on her, but they don't know that i'm here so I hat to stop calling in case they were tracking calls.

As soon as I got here though I would call every night and the second night in Davina figured out that me and Alexander were together.

She was shocked to say the least but understood that she wasn't to tell anyone, but she had one exception

Adam.

So far i've gotten nothing on the where about of Dmitriy and Emilio but I know Ava is in contact with them, I just can't figure out where.

It was another normal day sometimes i'd leave the hotel and follow her, i've killed more Russians here then I ever had on missions. Some that recognised me and had information on my where about's.

To be honest I think i've gone a little mad.

Smoking is all that calms me while i'm here, I barely sleep and if I do I don't remember how cause i'm usually blacked out drunk.

I think it's mainly cause I don't have my love, my life, my happiness.

Alexander Knox.

So i'm slowly pushing him from my heart and mind letting myself enjoy the screams of the Russians and Mexicans as I kill them slowly, them knowing there not getting away from me makes them scream louder.

Pushing him out of my heart and mind will stop me from being so distracted and will allow me to focus, as much as it hurts he need to go and another week and he will be.

Although I enjoy killing them Ava has realised i'm here from her drop in security and has been quite for about a day or two.

Laying on the bed in my room smoking my cigarette as my thoughts run wild.

The cold air from the balcony door I left open numbing what the cigarette can't.

I need him now more then ever.

Adam pov

Two and a half weeks without Aurora is really messing with Alexander. He's trying to play off that he's fine but he's not he's falling apart but won't let anyone help the stubborn bitch.

Me and Davina found out about there relationship about two days after Aurora left and Alexander said it was good to finally have someone to talk to about it. Now it's just been to long especially without being able to talk to her make sure she's ok he's constantly overthinking it.

Alexander looks absolutely exhausted he says he can't sleep his mind won't let him not without her.

I understand his pain I have no clue what i'd do if I lost Davina like this absolutely no clue, so I guess I don't really understand because I still have her.