Lea's Pov
It's been 6 months. 6 months of being away from Aga. Six months of being alone There were times na bigla ko na lang siyang naiisip. Bigla ko na lang siyan namimiss. May oras pang hindi ako pumunta sa rehearsal. I really miss him. Namimiss ko nang may tumatawag sa akin every morning. Namimiss ko nang sinusundo niya ako kapag may pupuntahan kami. Namimiss ko nang kinukulit niya ako. At namimiss ko na siyang kausap. 2 weeks ko na siyang hindi tinatawagan.
"Hey, babes? How are you? Okay ka lang ba diyan? You know what, I have been trying to call you many times. Can you please spare a little time foe me? I mean kahit saglit lang. I just want to talk to you. I just want to hear your voice again. I miss talking to you. I miss your voice. I miss your laugh. I miss you. I want to know if you're fine and good. I want to know if you're eating your food on time. I have no idea kung bakit hindi ka tumatawag. Kung bakit hindi mo sinasagot lahat ng calls and mesaages ko. What did I do? Anong problema? Babes, call me, please? Let's talk. I miss you so much. I love you."
"Lei, you're being rude to your boyfriend. That's not right anymore. That's too much. Why don't you call him? He's waiting." dinig kong sabi ni Simon. Yeah, okay na kami. We're bestfriends already. Napag-usapan na namin lahat. At sa ngayo, siya lang lagi kausap ko kapag may problema ako. Baka narinig niya 'yong voice mail ni Aga. "It's been two weeks. What's the problem?" tanong pa niya.
"It thought this would be the best thing to do for me to focus more on my work. I avoided all his calls and texts. I tried not to call him for 2 weeks. I tried to stop myself from missing him but I failed. The more I stop myself, the more I miss him. I was wrong." Alam kong maiintindihan niya ako. Siya lang ang malalapitan ko ngayon.
"You know what? You're just making things so complicated. You can focus on your work without avoiding Aga. You don't need to refuse all his calls and messages just to kee your mind in focus. You're afraid to lose him, right? Then why are you doing this?" this is what I love most about Simon. He says what he thinks he should really say. He doesn't care if it'll hurt you as long as he knows he's telling you the right words.
"The bottom line here is you both miss each other. That's it! And the solution is, call him and talk to him. I'm also a boy, Lea. I also fell in love with you. And believe me, it sucks whenever I don't receive any texts or calls from you. And what hurts more is Aga doesn't even know any reason why. Aren't yo sad for that?" At may point siya doon.
"Don't be so selfish, Lei.Don't just think of yourself. Think of Aga, too. Okay? Don't let your weakness rule over your strength. Where's the wit of Lea Salonga? Don't let anything ruin what you've been taking care of from the very start. Let your distance be your strength. No matter how far you are from each other, you still love each other, right?" Wala na akong naisagot sa kanya. I just hugged him tight at nag-thank you ako. Ano na lang ang gagawin ko if I have no Simon by my side right now?
"Stop crying, babe. Be strong. I'm always here." pagpapatahan niya sa akin. Yeah, crying baby is crying again.
"Thank you, babe." tangi kong sagot sa kanya. Minsan, we really each other 'babe'. Wala na rin namang malisya sa aming dalawa 'yon.
"Everything for my princess. Come on, they're calling us already." pag-aaya niya sa akin. Tinayo niya ako at hinawakan 'yong kamay ko. Sabay na rin kaming pumasok sa loob. Aga, I'll call you later, promise.
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Aga's Pov
"Ano ba, Aga?! Kanina ka pa nagkakamali diyan! Kanina ka pa lutang! Kanina pa tayo paulit-ulit dito! Pwede bang umayos ka naman? Kung may problema ka, mamaya mo na isipin! Nasa taping ka ngayon!" sigaw sa akin ni Direk. Hindi ko na kasi alam iisipin ko. Kanina pa rin talaga ako nakakamali. Kanina pa niya ako sinisigawan. Hindi naman kasi nila alam kung anong nararamdaman ko.
