Fire starter (Ana X Bucky)

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Sorry I missed upload yesterday I was busy! I'll do a double drop today!

I felt bad for James. I think he didn't sleep because of me. He was right though, I can't be sorry for someone being an asshole in my life. He should be sorry, not me. I hope whatever coma world he's in, is like hell where someone does to him what he did to me..but..with something more painful.

I take one last bite out of my protein bar while Bruce grabs another couple of vials of blood.

"Alright, all done for today" Bruce says placing labels on the vials.

"Anything new for me?" I asked curious to see if they figured anything out about my scans.

"Not yet, we are thinking of referencing them with scans of other enhanced like Pietro and Wanda, see if we can decipher the difference." I nod

"Sounds good Doc." I smile jumping down from the chair. I open my bottle of coffee flavored milk and take the elevator. 

Most of them would be in training. Might as well go say hi, make sure Pietro isn't being an idiot again.

I walk in to an almost silent room. The only noise was someones grunts and the chains of a bag scratching against each other. I move closer to see who it is. It was Steve looking like he had an argument with the punching bag and was taking it out on it. I watched as his back muscles moved with his actions. I thought about how James would look doing the same thing. A small smirk came up my lips thinking about what he said in the kitchen. He was an idiot but he was trying to show he cared.

When the bag broke and was flung across the room I finally spoke.

"Damn, what did the poor bag do to you soldier?" He turned around breathing in heavily, small beads of sweat dripping from his forehead. He moved his hands over his hair trying to bring it back to place, only for a few strands to land right back on his forehead. I could get used to seeing this.

"I was just...How are you?" He placed his hands on his hips trying to change the subject.

"I'm okay. Thanks..for being there last night." I'm so nervous I think I'm going to puke. Not because I was talking to Steve, but because of how annoying I was to everyone last night screaming like that.

"Wish there was more I could do ma'am"

"Ana, if we are going to be friends, you need to call me Ana...not ma'am" I roll my eyes and chuckle to try and get him to ease up a bit. I could tell something was bothering him.

"Ana...okay" He side smiles making me smile back "You should think of getting some gym clothes. I'm sure the team would love to show you some defensive moves...in case..." My face falls...he knows..

"I'm killing Wanda...fuck" I turn around grabbing my hair and running my fingers through it.

"She didn't tell us." I hear him getting closer. I turn around angry.

"Oh yea..then how do you know?" He was only  about a foot away from me. I can smell his sweat and cologne. It was manly but sweet, and comforting.

"The way you backed off from Bucky, the way Wanda fell and said men can't be near you. Then when Bucky asked if someone had....Wanda wouldn't answer..I connected the dots" Shit...Now the rest of the team will know. They will all know how broken I am letting Fury take me to the Raft...I looked away from him trying not to cry.

"It's okay Ana.."

"How is this in any way okay?" I was getting upset, I could feel heat rising inside of me but I didn't do anything to control it, my mind was on the fact they knew I was raped..I was used..I was nothing more than trash.