Alone {Jenlisa}

Worried members

Jennie Pov

"I-I..... it's not mine." Damn that is a great excuse.

"Jennie show me you arm" Lisa said.

Walking towards me.

"No no it's nothing, nothing is going on guys just ignore me right now. Ok " I said starting to panic

"Jennie we know you are hurting yourself." Rose said.

"I told them about the pills" Jisoo said.

And that's when it happened, the tears going down my face.

Lisa grabbed me into a deep hug and let me cry on her shoulder she sat me on the bed until I calmed down and they were all now in a circle watching me.

"Jennie can we please see." Lisa said.

I nodded it was time for them to know, they are just helping me right?

I put my arm out and rolled up my sleeves.

"Can you take the bandage off please." I asked Lisa.

She slowly untapped the bandage and her face was in shock so was Jisoo and Rose.

"I'm sorry guys, I should've told you sooner, I hate myself for not trusting you guys, I definitely don't deserve you guys I'm so so sorry" I said now crying with them.

Lisa hugged me and rose and Jisoo got up and did the same.

"We are so sorry for not helping you when you need us the most, don't apologize ok we love you Jennie ok." Jisoo said.

They let go of the hug.

"Why would you do this to yourself Jennie, why hurt yourself so badly like this." Lisa said crying.

"I'm tired, I'm hurting and the hate was getting to me, I was just being over dramatic I shouldn't have done it." I cried.

"We will help you through this ok, for now we will let you rest and call a manager to set a therapy session ok." Rose said.

I just nodded, I don't want to go to therapy but if it helps then yes I will go, I do want to get better I don't want to stay like this.

As they were leaving I saw Lisa still here.

"I'm not leaving you let's go to bed together." She said.

I smiled and she just laid next to me and held my waist close to her stomach. We were cuddling and I felt safe in her arms.

Soon enough I drifted off to sleep.

Lisa Pov
I was hurt shocked and sad, I was worried for Jennie, and apart of me is saying this is my fault.
I shouldn't had ignored her I shouldn't had been so stupid.

I held Jennie tighter as she was sleep she was so small I wanted to protect her even more now that she's more girlfriends I could help her.

But I still haven't helped myself
I haven't eaten for a week in a half and I'm so light headed yet I like the feeling of being light. I know I'm slowly killing my self too but who cares right now everything is about Jennie I need to take care of her.

(Sorry this is so short next chapter is gonna be longer)