Alone {Jenlisa}

Relapse

Lisa Pov

I slowly open my eyes on my comfy bed with Jennie by my- wait where's Jennie.

I sit up on my bed looking around, it was still dark out I look at the clock and it's 2am in the morning.

Did she go back to her room, because if she did I'm kinda offended am I that wild of a sleeper.....

I slowly get up to go to the bathroom just for it to be locked. Mmm

"Jennie are you in here??" I said I waited for a min for a respond, but got nothing.

I started to worry but calmed myself down a bit.

I started mocking on the door but still got no response.

At that point I started to worry thinking about every possible thing that could be behind this door, or any condition Jennie could be in at this time at night.

I go to my dresser and got the key to the bathroom.

I started freaking out, as I put the key to the lock before I could twist the nob, the door flew open.

Jennie was there standing by the door, looking very pale and tired.

I sighed knowing that she was still breathing and ok.
I pulled Jennie into a hug gently pulled her face into a kiss and looked at her eye to eye.

"Jennie, why are you up this early?" I asked.

"I'm sorry, I was just in there." She said. Avoiding my eye.

"With your phone??" I said noticing her phone still on the floor.

"Uh-um" Jennie said my eye brows frowned Putting two and two together.

"Jennie are you looking on social media, I told you not to!" I said, no wonder her eyes were sooo puffy.

"I'm sorry I know you told me not to but I just couldn't help it, I wanted to know." She said making her way back to the bed.

"Ok don't think this is finished we are talking about this tomorrow...." I said, "mmmmm" she responded falling straight to sleep.

I went into the bathroom tired myself .

"Damn there is no more tissue, ugh" I sighed I started looking through my cabinet to see if I have any wipes for now. But when I looked a bright glimpse of light caught my eye my hand moved towards it and it was my razor, I stared at it tears threatening to fall as I see fresh blood dried blood stains on the tip.

I immediately knew who it was for.

She really don't it, she done it again she was doing to well this month.

What I do wrong I thought she was getting better. I thought I didn't need to say anything, but now I think it's getting way too far.

I'm gonna have to tell the manager and Jisoo & rose.

I put my hand over my mouth trying to stop the sound of whimper out of the air, but truly I am sad now, I'm sad I could help her, I'm sad that I let her fall into the trap again, I can't let it happen again and I won't. That's why it has to be done.

Sorry it's taking so long for the chapters this story is almost coming to an end with a few more chapters, and the reason of the long wait is because I'm multitasking with school and my life plus my own depression and anxiety, writing about it helps me a lot but like I said lately haven't been having the time nor the motivation. But I am going to finish it for you guys reading, just hang with me for a while.